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recap:
"oh" he frowned.
"i love you"
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He looked up with confusion printed right across his face. at the same time his innocent gentle eyes were staring me down. i felt so bad.
"you do?"
"umm yeah sorta.. im sorry is this too awk.." i was cut off by corey.
"no its not awkward its just i usually tell ppl to hmu on snapchat and i always thought of you as a good friend thats all"
-----------------COREY POV------------------
"no its not awkward it just i usually tell hot ppl to hmu on snapchat and i just always thought of you as a good friend thats all."
her straight face turned into a :/ (thats the face she had) she was okay. the kind of okay were shes pretty and looks perfect but you cant look at her in a crush way.
"i dont know what to say im sorry payton." i looked at the clock since i was currently in florida i had the same time as her so i worried if she need to sleep. it was 11pm wow it was only 30 mins so far.
"i..im speechless. you think im ugly and so does everyone else including me"
"no your not ugly i just think your uhh"
"uhh ugly i gotta go im tired"
"alright well im sorry see you later"
"ill never look at you the same" she then logged off with those words as her last words.
i walked over to my bed rubbing my forhead.
"what have i DONE" i shouted screaming the word "Done" i lazily dove on my bed and checked twitter and snapchat.
---PAYTONS POV------
"ill never look at you the same" i said in disgust as i quickly ended the call before he could speak.
i walked over and sat on the edge of my be. i put my face in my palms and started tearing up. i walked into my bathroom that was connected to my room and opend the cabnet *you know whats going down shanaynay* i grabbed a razor blade that i hid in my band aid box i grabbed some toliet paper and a band aid. i pushed the blade on my sin five times horizontally going down. then i decide to top it off with one giant vertical swipe conecting them kinda looking like this # except with one slash.i pushed the toliet paper against my cuts hoping the bleeding would stop after 20 mins and it did so i put the band aid back and went to bed.
-------in the morning-------
i woke up earlier then jerome so i went downstairs and made pancakes as i was eating i saw the scars and i quickly finished and ran to my room just on time for jerome to wake up and go downstairs to see his surprise. i quickly put on my long sleeved shirt and some short shorts.
---2 hours later----
it started to get hot so i put on my sports bra and before i could pick my shirt i got a skype call from corey. i answered it and coreys eyes were wide.
"what?" i said disgusted.
" i just wanted to say im sorry." i looked at my arm and i guess he saw me bed it up
"show me y..your arm" he said terrified
i showed him my clean arm "your other" i looked down starting to cry then i looked back up at him.
"you didnt....did you" i nodded
"if i were there i would hug you"
"well thats comforting" i said rolling my eyes
"whyd yo send me a skype mess..."
"read it" he said seriously
i opend my messages and read the message
were over you so rude and mean to all my friends. get a life i found someone way prettier and better than you.
tears welded up in my eyes.
"how could you,, i.. i dont even know your friends.. well besides connor."
"haha connor everyone knows that douche .. btw why are you crying i said your perfect why would that make you cry"
"check your messages" i said sobbing in between words
"omg im so sorry that was to my ex"
"it was" i said looking up with hope in my eyes.
"yeah i was suppoused to send you a message that said your my sunshine please forgive me"
i smiled so big it probably was obvious i was inlove.we talked for like 3 hours until he had to go so he could stream. i went on twitter
"check out this bro @cynicalc hes livestream tonight like a boss twitch.tv/icynicalc"
i smiled and clicked tweet. in less then a second corey favorited it.
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