Chapter 6: Bye, Bye, Bye

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I immediately panic because I don't know what to do about the situation with Shawn. I love him so much, it's just our break up was hard too. I could feel another spark between him and I when we looked into each other's eyes tonight though. I was gonna tell Tom.

Me: Hey! Can you come over, I know you just dropped me off but I really need to talk to you?
Tom: Sure hon! Be there in a sec.

Tom walks in. I talk about how seeing Shawn tonight brought back memories, and how I need to break up with him because it didn't seem right. He completely respected it, but you could tell he was kinda sad. He just wanted me to be happy. So when Tom leaves J immediately text Shawn.

Me: Hey! You wanna come over?
Shawn: sure......
Shawn: why?
Me: I wanna talk to you.
Shawn: ok, coming now.

Shawn walks in and I tell him how I broke up with Tom and he was so happy he kissed me like we never broke up or grew apart. I told him he could leave or stay on the couch if he wanted he said I'm gonna go home but I'll be back in the morning. I was morning alright try 6:00 am. But it was ok because Shawn was here and with coffee.

We talked about what we wanted to do. "You wanna pick up where we left off and pretend like it never happened" says Shawn "Shawn we can't pretend like it never happened because it did, we just have to go on with our day and put the past behind us but we are still reminded of it". I say "so you wanna come back to my house" asks Shawn I say "sure why not" so packed all of my stuff up and out it into Shawn house. The only thing I'm gonna miss is the Starbucks but I can live if I'm with my true love. Shawn doesn't love me because I'm almost famous and I don't love him because he's famous we love each other because we're in love ( I know that made no since but what does in life). We spend time together everyday. We go hiking, swimming, we go out to eat, and we play hockey ( Shawn played hockey when he was younger, I played soccer, which he played but when he was real little). We have spent almost our 6 months with each other, we also see family. I love going to Shawn's families house because they are so sweet and I absolutely adore Aaliyah. We drive back home and Shawn says he has to tell me something.

We wait until we get home to talk about it. This must be pretty serious if he wants to wait until we get home. We walk into the house. Shawn says "I have to go back on tour" " That's great! Can I come" I say "you can come but I thought that is what broke us up" says Shawn "I was but I can always leave and come back home in the middle of it, I am not letting what happened last time happen this time Shawn. I love you!" I say " I love you even more then my music and that is saying something" he says and then we both laugh. We are packing up for the tour and we're both excited.
Months passed. We have been on tour and it's half way over and I would go back but we're having a good time on tour this time. We haven't fought at all so I decided to stay until I needed to leave. Seeing Shawn preform is the highlight of my year. Shawn is so talented and I love him so much.

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