mithzan x reader

chapter 18

Your P.O.V

When we got into the car max didn't talk to me I guess he just shy about it going on a date. I didn't want he to be more shy so I didn't say anything till we got to where we were going "we're here" max got out the car and ran round to my door "why thank you" i got out of the car and he closed the door and locked the car. We walked towards a game place with lots of games and it had a boling area but me and max went to the game area we went around the area trying out find a game to start off we soon made our way round the area till we got to a grabber machine "oooo....can we try this" i pointed over to the machine "you do know all of them machines are rigged..." "yeah but we can try can't we" "fine..." we walked over to them "which on do you wanna do..." "umm....I don't really know...." "y/n you chose and I'll pay for this one since you did the last few..." "awww..." i looked at them and a minecraft grabber machine court my eye "that one..." i pulled him over to the machine while he put the money in he slot "ok you try getting what ever" there where all minecraft skins like Skydoesminecraft, mithzan, aphmau... and more of course I went from the mithzan skin "awe...i didn't get it..." "i did say they were rigged but you were close so I'll try for you" max had one try and got it for me "well..." "max how..." "i dont know....anyway I still have two more what you do you want" "umm.... up to you" i smiled and when I looked he got aphmau too "max how are you so good" "as i said I don't know" he smiled at me and went for the last time and I saw him pick up my skin and he got it too "ism never playing this without you here" he laughed and took my skin out while I held maxs and jess' I smiled towards max while he held out his hand for me. I gladly took his hand while we walked back to his car "so..." "cinema..." "oohh....what we gonna see" "spider man....home coming" "you knew" "of course" i smiled as max got into his car and drove to the cinema.
"M'lady" max opened my door. I got out I smiled and got out. He locked his car and we walked to the cinema together holding hands we walked in to the cinema i stood next to max. He got the tickets and the popcorn and we went to the place where we were sitting and we sat there and talked quietly till the movie started..

When the movie ended i told max I was going to the bathroom and told him wait in the car for me. When I walked into the bathroom i was greeted by a very rude woman "hey... I thought I told you to stay away from him..." "um...do I know you...??" "Ummmm....I told to you to say away from him since high school...." my eyes widened "i told you then and I told you today that he's mine" she went to hit me but I dogged and ran out of the bathroom.... I ran towards the car but stopped and ran a different way away from the car the girl who was being mean to me in the bathroom was my bully did I want to tell max no he lose his shit at her...I ran towards a bus stop going towards our house and waited for the bus to come.... when it got her I got on and walked to the back of the bus lucky no one noticed me... go thing my videos are for kids... I looked out the window and tryed not to cry... everytime this is why I was scared to love anyone.... Mabye i should just go home and marry who ever mum wants me to marry.....
When I reached my home i pressed the button and got of the bus i thank the driver and went to the house I looked over and saw two cars "max isn't back yet....go then...." i walked into the house and saw tim i didnt want to talk to anyone so I went upstairs to my room and a long sigh escaped my lips i heard my phone go off a couple of times but I ignored it but when I checked it was max and a unknown number i phone max back
"Hello.." "max...I'm sorry" "why are you sorry....oh I know why you left me...at the cinema" "max I didn't mean to....I just...." "you what..." he sounded angry "i just......I can't....I'm sorry max...." i ended the call before he said anything else I went to my bag max bought me I looked at it for a bit and changed into my pj's and walked into the bathroom with a bag in my hand... I washed my face and cleaned of the make up and looked at the bag i brought with me I pulled out what was in it it was a Sharpe pair off scissors... I looked at the blade for a second the blood stains....covered the scissors all over... I remembered all the times that girl hurt me....and how I just hurt max.... I dragged the blade over my left arm a few times all the times the drew blood... I dropped the scissors after the 8th time i dragged it over me arm i looked at it and cried "i hate my life.... I really do...." i pushed my back on the door and slid down the door onto the floor I cried i heard my phone go off a few times I didn't answer it cause I knew it was max I got up of the floor and looked in the mirror and saw my eyes where puffy and red I looked down at my arm... I cleaned my arm of blood and walked out i knew at some point I had to go downstairs so I grabbed a jacket i always wore when I had a cut on my arm it prevented anyone asking why they were there.... I went down stairs with my phone and sat at the table i put my earphones in and I listened to music till I smelt food I didn't care about the food I continued to look through instergram then ross tapped my shoulder i took one of my earphones out "y/n you want food...." "no thanks...." i heard the door open then close it was max I looked at him and I got up and walked off to my room... I close the door i locked it too i didnt want to be bothered with max... I already knew he hated me....I took my earphones out and put them next to me on my bed.... I got my laptop out and logged onto minecraft and began to build on the map i created months ago for a minecraft video.... I heard my phone go off when I looked it was bff/n I answered the phone "can you let me in to our room..." "Alright" i grabbed my jacket and put it back on... I opened he door and let bff/n in i saw max and I closed the door again before he saw me... I locked it again "girl what is up with you" "nothing" "I've known you since high school and there's something wrong.... and it's between you and max isn't it" i looked away from her and said nothing I just walked over to where I left my laptop and continued to finish the world "y/n don't lie to me....you only wear that jacket when you've cut yourself" she sat infront of me "tell me you haven't" i shook me head in denial "y/n please you can tell me" she looked like she was about to start crying... I opened my mouth but no words came out I shook my head again. She walked into the bathroom "wait did I move the...." "Y/N!!" She came back in crying I put my laptop under the bed... she ran over to me and hugged me sending me onto the bed... she cried into my shoulder "you said you wouldn't.... you said you didn't.... " i couldn't get any words out she sat up still hugging me "y/n you said you would never again cut" she was crying loudly into my shoulder i couldn't keep my tears back any longer "bff/n...i.....I'm....so...sorry" i cried out into he shoulder "y/n you could have said.....you could.of told me how you felt, I would of helpped" she was still crying into my shoulder "i didnt know how too..." i stopped crying I looked at her face she was like me puffy eyes red too... I looked at my phone
10 missed called
8 max
2 unknown number
1 voice message
I put it down on the table next to us and got up "where are you going" "garden...you coming" i held my hand out for her she grabbed my hand and we walked downstairs and into the garden the only one up was tim watching something on the TV.... we went outside and sat on patio for a bit until we talked "y/n I know you don't want to talk about it or show me....but can I see what you did" i looked down at my arm and pulled my jackets arm up "y/n....." "you can hate me if you want everyone else does" i looked up at the sky "i dont hate you just disappointed..." she pulled me into a warm a hug "come on let's clean you up" she pulled me upstairs and went downstairs to get the first aid kit. She came back and cleaned my arm up... I smiled at her she cared for me someone actully cared for me she put a banided around my arm and my medical tape around where it finished i looked at my phone once more still the same i listen to the voice message on speaker when bff/n was still in the room
"Oh hey bitch.... your properly wondering how I got you number let's say I had to put my number in MY BOYFRIEND phone and I saw yours so I texted it to me quickly then deleted the chat....but I only called to say that me and you bitch aren't done i see you with him one more time i will kill you when your by yourself just keep that in mind cause he is mine he just won't admit it so stay away from him.... good bye bitch" i looked at bff/n she looked at me she knew why i cut my arm now "i know I didn't want to talk about why I cut myself again but that's why....me and max went on a date and we went to the cinema and she was there and when i went to the bathroom she tryed to get me then" she held my hands and spoke "y/n.....thank you for telling me.....but there's no need to be scard of her.....she's just jealous" "mabye" she hugged me and put the first aid kit on the dresser and she got into the bed and tapped the pillow next to her "i really wish we had another bed" i giggled and laid next to her and fell asleep

~~~time skip to da morning~~~

We both woke up to One Direction more than this "you really need to change that" "different alarm tones for different days....today's was One Direction...." i rubbed my eyes and got up and turned my alarm off i walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth when I came out I went to get changed then remembered I got new clothes I walked over to the bag but then took a step back and went to my suit case and found butter shirt I haven't wore yet I did my make up a bit more emo liquid eyeliner winged and eye shadow and normal eyeliner for my under eye and dark liquid lipstick not black a dark pink colour i looked down and saw my Arm was banided up I walked over to my chair in our room and got my jacket and waited for bff/n to get ready
"Done let's go" we walked down together and tim was up "Tim..... your up early" "yeah i was about to go....cause...I wanted to get food before work but you two want to come" "sure let....me go get...." she trailed off "never mind let's go" she looked at tim and smiled and tim walked towards the door "thank you...." i smiled "anything for my best friend..." she smiled and we walked of to tims car. He drove to ihop but on the way there we talked about things "y/n....what was wrong with you last night....and why are you avoiding max" he asked me not taking his eyes of the road.... "nothing was wrong with me and max & me got into and fight" i lied "Alright....we're here" we got out and went in we got a table "hello I'm Lucy how may I take you order" "um....hash browns and bacon roll please" "and" "um...pancakes with syrup" "and" "same as her please" i smiled to the waiter... she moved her book away from her face and looked at me... my eyes widened and I looked away "no no no..... no" i mumbled to myself "ok I got that 2 pancakes with syrup and hash browns with bacon roll" "yep" Tim went she walked round me a clipped my arm of the table sending my head to the table but bff/n court my head before it hit "thanks" "no problem..." When the waiter brought our food over there was a note on he side of my plate "stay away from my man" i scrunched it into a ball and threw it at her head "y/n what the heck" bff/n whispered into my ear "she's getting on my nerves"  i growled bff/n eyes widened "your ears  keep it cool were out in puplic" i looked down and remembered "Alright..." i smiled and ate my food when we finished the waiter gave us our bill and handed me another sheet of paper "stay away from my man.... I mean it!" I tryed so hard not to growl at her tim payed the bill and walked towards the car as our waiter walked away i scrunched up the paper again and bff/n looked at me "don't you even" i threw the paper at the waiters head again "I'm not dealing with some stuck up bitch" i growled "ok let you anger out at the offices not here" I sighed and walked towards the car.

~sorry this was meant to be only the date but it was to short so I wrote a bit more and cause I didn't want to make it like the last one which was really long and had alot of mistakes I mean alot cause I was reading over it and wow there was alot but anyway...
Baiii~~~