Scars [A BillDip Story]

Did You Miss Me?

A/N- this is my first billdip story so the smut won't happen until next chapter but this chapther I really wanted to write because I fantasize about it a lot 😂👌🏻

Dippers POV

*6 am*
Beep Beep~ I slammed my fist down on my alarm clock hoping it didn't wake Mabel. There was something I really wanted to do before I left Gravity Falls and I didn't want Mabel to know. I got out of bed and brushed my hair then placing my hat on my head. I got dressed and carefully stepped out of the room.
I rushed to the front door and ran into the woods. "Where?" I turned left trying to remember from the back of my brain
I saw grey and rushed to it, Bill I'm here now.. are u at peace? I'm sorry! I caught full sight and a tear streams down my face. I run to statue Bill, why did I do this? "Heh, remember me? Our promise..." I looked at him again then took my hat off, he was crying when I turned him and those tears still remained on his face.
"Oh Bill.." I grabbed his hand that was held out and twirled into him like he did to me the last time he was 'alive', yet it wasn't the same without him practically forcing me to. I secretly liked when he used me like a rag doll and spun me around. His scent. His warmth. Our past. Was all gone now, the memories remain frozen with himself in that statue.
"Bill" I cried and I leaned against his chest hoping for a faint smell of him to call me "Pine Tree *sob*" I heard a very slight whisper and sob. His soul. I could hear it? Where was that energy being generated from?

Bill's POV

I wrapped one arm over his shoulder holding it over his chest placing my cheek on the opposite shoulder.
I know you can't hear my thoughts or my voice. But I can hear both u speaking and your thoughts. I didn't think you would come back after defeating me I watched Dipper put his hat back on getting ready to leave and he moved through my arm, I reached out to grab him. But then I found myself putting my arm back down knowing it wouldn't stop him

Dippers POV

"I'm leaving Bill.. I'm leaving Gravity Falls, I got to be in your arms again and that's all that matters to me" I heard someone scream my name "DIPPER!" Grr Mabel "one second Mabel I'm looking for something" I was 16 now I had defeated bill 3 years ago and have only visited him twice. "You have 10 minutes!"
I knew Stan wanted me to manage the shop until I left. Stan passed away last year, nothing has been the same, I was leaving everything behind, the mystery shack, Bill, the memories, and if Mabel decides to stay in Gravity Falls I'll loose her too. It hurts to see Bill's crying statue for the third time if I include turning him into it the day we were kissing and I was walking, he reached out for me  crying for me to come back,
I said the words and turned him. I regret everything. Oh Bill, I miss you even after u tried to take my memories and the shack, we had out good times
I started walking away far far far from the forest to get back to the shack, about half way I heard a twig snap and then a familiar voice
"Did you miss me?" It said and I saw a hint of yellow from the back of my head. I felt my eyes well up with tears "B-Bill? *sob*" I tried holding my tears in as I slowly turned around.
"Pine Tree?" He said teasingly but I could smell his previous tears
I put a hand on his shoulder to make sure it was real and he twirled me in like the day before I turned him"u did miss me" he said and weld up with tears "oh Bill! I regret it! I really do!" Tears from one of my eyes started spilling down my face. "Oh Pine Tree don't cry, you'll shed your needles on me" he tried to comfort me only ending up in us both spilling tears.
He was hot in his human form like the day I turned him, still had some cuts on his back I could feel the scars through his shirt. I hurt him. I hurt him I hurt him! I'd spill more tears onto his white shirt as his yellow jacket I had kept because the one day he tried to keep me warm, and I just forgot to give it back.
I ran my hands from his back up to his beautiful golden and black hair and he kissed me.
I pulled away fast extremely shocked but he pulled me closer and did it again. One more time I pulled away and tried to walk away. "Bill I can't, me leaving will hurt us both now that I know you're alive" I cried out, it was way past my ten minutes but I didn't care at this point. I untangled my fingers from Bill's and started walking away. Bill cried and I heard it louder each time as he grabbed my hand fiercely and pulled me in "please Pine Tree"
I shook my head and kissed him goodbye

A/N NO! THERE ARE MORE CHAPTERS! DONT WORRY 😂