Chapter 1

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Authors note: All the ages in this story are 18 or 19 so i didn't use the real ages and they are not in magcon its just the boys as best friend.

Also on the side where it says cast i couldn't get all the pics of everyone so look up the names and for Zach just look up Cute Bad boy and the first pic is him <3 hope that helps you get a clearer image of what they look like.

AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IT DOES GET BETTER AS YOU READ ON THE FANFIC GETS WAY MORE INTERESTING SO THATS WHY YOU SHOULD KEEP READING THANK YOU <3

I whipped the tears off my face and laided the blade down on the side of the tub and just stared at my legs and at the cuts that will soon turn into scars.

i ended up rocking back and forth saying ''come back,come back'' i wanted him back so badly, i wanted her back so badly. My two best friends, Cameron Dallas and Violet Brooks. they went to a camp for a week and its the last day but their not here yet. ''please''

They answered my call cameron, came bursting trough the door and i looked and him and all i could hear was the sound of my sobbing then cam came over to the tub and looked at the blooded filled water and my legs, thank god i was wearing a bra and underwear. ''VIOLET'' cameron shouted and violet came running in with paper towels and ghas for my legs,ive been here like this before they always know when im cutting,Evanescence will be playing, my dresser will be a mess because im trying to look for my blade and something is fallen over in my room, and the bathroom door is closed and the light is on..

Cameron lifted me out of the tub and into my room and violet followed close behind. Cam sat me down on a chair and he took one legs and violet took the other one and wiped the blood off and wrapped them in ghas. There was only about 6 cuts 3 on each leg so nothing to big but its still bad. My mother doesnt know im STILL cutting i stopped for 8 months and that started at the begining of this year but because im depressed, and Cameron and Violet not being here just makes it worse.

''Amanda you were doing so good,what happened'' I stopped my crying and i looked at both Violet and Cameron and said ''i needed you guys here i didnt have anyone i said hi to taylor a couple times and i sat with him once at lunch but that was all,but to let you know violet he was very nice to me and offering me help and to walk around with him so you dont need to worry about a jerky boyfriend''

''i knew Taylor would help you out,hes such a sweet heart''

''well lets get you up into your bed and we can tell you about acting camp'' ''oh please dont cam i dont want to get bored to death''

''fine lets just talk about you''

Cameron again picked me up and laid me in my bed,i felt so awesome in his arms ive had a crush on him since the summer before grade 10 and were in grade 11 now and i still dont know if he likes me,Everything is going well for violet and Taylor but thats cause they didnt have a friendship like mine and cam's so it all could be runnied if i tell him that i like him.

''here,how about we just talk about everything you need to talk about,like wh--i cut cameron off, ''no not right now i just finished cutting up my legs i dont want to talk about it,so please dont make me''

cameron just nodded his head and smiled and looked down at my legs and then turned away,it almost looked like there were tears in his eyes,but i cant be to sure.

*buzz buzz buzz*

Violets phone started to buzz and theres no doubt its Taylor. ''ou its a text from Tay...He wants to come over to my house''

''you go violet,ill stay here with cam for a bit'' She picked up her phone and then took my hand and said ''stay strong beautiful'' and then walked out my bedroom door. ILL CALL YOU GUYS LATER,she shouted while making her way down stairs.

The stinging in my legs start to creep up on me like it always does,i'd think i'd be use to it by now but im really not. I grip my legs and make a hissing noise through my teeth and cameron eyes went huge and put his hands right on top of mine and looked into my eyes,because he didnt know what was going on.

''Amanda whats wrong??? '' my legs just sting thats all

He sighed and took his hands away and he got up and went over to my desk and started digging through my baseket of my favourite movies and he was standing there for about five minutes picking out one movie at a time and looking it over front to back and then setting it down and kept saying ''no'' ''ou maybe..no'' and stuff like that, then he pulled out what i think is the last movie from that baseket and turned around with the movie held to his chest and he's smiling, and he walked over to me and showed me the movie and it was Tim Burton's Alice in wonderland, my all time favourite movie.

He walked over to my TV and movie player and popped in the movie and turned off the lights,and instead of making me move over he pulled up my bean bag chair right next to the bed and we started watching the movie.

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