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Hope, something I had before he took it away.

They say cancer is incurable, but it doesn't shatter hope

It's funny how I once had a lot of that. Now? Now I have no hope at all.

Was it because of cancer? No. It was because of Kim Taehyung.

Kim Taehyung... 21 years old, 5'10, my best friend.
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Jungkook's POV
I woke up and felt a sharp pain lungs.
I felt like the room was closing in on me. I could barely breath.

Soon after the pain eased away. I didn't know what just happened but I ignored it.

I got dressed for school and went downstairs and ate breakfast.

"Bye mom! Love you, thank you for breakfast. " I kissed my mom on the cheek and left.

I started walking to school when I felt another sharp pain in my lungs, this time it felt worst.

It felt like I couldn't breath. I clenched my chest as things around me started spinning. I started panting, I tried standing back up but I couldn't. Things started fading away and getting dark.

I heard faint noises.

"Jungkook! Jungkook are you okay?! I'm calling 911!"

After that I passed out.
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I gained my conscious back. I opened my eyes to see I was surrounded by things that were all white.

I panicked. I looked at my arm to see I was hooked up to a machine that showed my heart rate. I was dressed in a robe. I started having small spasms. My pulse started increasing.

I hated hospitals.

"Jungkook clam down, its okay. " I heard my mom's voice. It comforted me.

"W-what happened?"

"You passed out on the sidewalk on the way to school. Luckily Taehyung found you and called the ambulance."

I was relieved that Taehyung had found me. If anybody else had they probably would've asked for something in return for saving me.

"Is he here now?" I asked wanting to thank him.

"No, he's in school right now. "

"I need to go there! I need to go to school. " I tried getting up but I felt the pain in my lung again.

"Jungkook you can't you need to stay here. "

"Why? I need to go to school I'm fine!"

Her expression suddenly changed.

"No Jungkook... You're not fine." her eyes grew teary.

"Jungkook, you have incurable lung cancer. "

My eyes widened.
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"How long do I have?"

"5 months... "
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A week later I went back to school. Hopefully no one will ask why I wasn't at school.

-Time skip-

It was lunch and I sat down at the table I always do. I needed to take my medication now. I took it out of my bag and ate one.

"What's that?" I voice said over my shoulder.

"U-um its vitamins. " I lied

"Oh okay. Well what happened last week. Are you okay?" he placed his head on his palm.

"Yeah I'm fine. " another lie. I hate lying to my friend. My crush to be exact.

Everytime I was with Taehyung I felt butterflies in my stomach. I wanted to tell Taehyung that I love him. I also wanted to tell him what was going on.

"So, I'll come to your house today? To complete our project we need to do. " Taehyung suggested.

"Sure. "

-Time skip-

I was at the corridor of the school. I saw two boys kissing there.

"That's gross right?" someone approached me.

"Taehyung? You think that's gross?"

"Yeah. Don't tell me you enjoy seeing this?"

"Well. Love is love, you can't stop it from happening. "

"Gays are gross, that's my opinion. Those girls over there are hot though." he looked over at a group of girls having a conversation.

"Ohh that girls hot, maybe she'd want to date me. " he raised an eyebrow at me.

"Oh, yeah... " My heart broke. I only found this out now, he hated gays.

How is he going to react if he found out I was in love with him?

"Well, bye. " I ran off back home.

The doctor told me not to run because my lungs could get worst, but I needed to. I felt like my heart shattered and all hope was lost.

I get so jealous because I know how easily replaceable I am. I'm nothing special to you.
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I go home and talk to my mom.

"Taehyung hates gays. " I buried my face in her shoulder.

My mom was the only person I knew that understood me. She knew I liked Taehyung.

"Honey, don't worry. Just hold on, he could change his mind if he know it's him you like. "

"I love you mom, what did I do to deserve such a great mom like you. "

"I love you to Jungkook. "
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Taehyung's POV
I opened my locker and a note fell out.

I like you

"Jungkook look at this! I have a secret admire." I smiled.

"Cool" Jungkook smiled back.

"I wonder who it is. "

"I'm sure they'll show themselves soon. "

"Yeah. "
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Jungkook's POV
I'm confessing to him, that I like him, slowly. I'll soon tell him I have cancer as well. Soon not now. It's painful keep this from him, and to hear that he hates gays but I'll hold on, because pain ends. I'll have hope, even though I really have none left.

"Hold on, pain ends."
H.O.P.E

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Ayyye new fan fiction. Short chapter. If y'all can figure out that my story description means y'all are genius.