Too deep for words // Rye Beaumont

Part 2

*beep beep beep*

The ringing sound off his alarm jolted me awake. I saw him lying deeply asleep in the bed next to me, the excruciating buzz not even causing a flinch.

"Rye" i half whispered half shouted

No movement.

"Oi Ryan" I repeated slightly louder

Still, he was sound asleep.

"RYEEEE" I shouted at the top of my lungs

He suddently bolted up and looked around confused

"W- what" he mumbled sleepily

"Your alarm was going off so I thought I'd wake you" I chuckled

"What by screaming at the top off your lungs" he laughed

"Well nothing else was going to work" I giggled

I felt much more confident in his presence than I had the night before. He gave me a slight comfort, however I was still not over last night, and wasn't sure I ever would be again.

"Come on let's get some breakfast" he smiled as he came out off the toilet

"Okay but I don't have any money with me, or any food" i awkwardly replied

"It's fine it comes with the room, I was going to be sharing with someone but they dropped of the tour." He added

"Oh okay. Thanks rye." I smiled

"No problem at all. But do you have any spare clothes with you, cus I can lend you some more if you'd like?" He offered

"Thank you that's so kind off you, but I've actually got a spare change in my bag." I smiled

I was meant to be staying at his. But he left me alone on the street instead. What a brilliant night...

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We went down to the breakfast room and Rye's friends were coming down soon

"So do they no im here?" I asked rye as we both tucked into bacon sandwiches

"Yeh I texted them last night and explained you needed somewhere to sleep. The boys are totally cool with it."  He reassured

"Okay that's great" I smiled

I saw four boys coming over to this direction and assumed that was his band. I couldn't see what they looked like till they came closer.

Then suddenly I saw them in full view and my heart sunk in my chest. It was him. He was there. The boy who left me. Andy Fowler.

I nearly threw up on the spot. They were coming closer each second and I waited for the moment he noticed me. I couldn't bare the thought. Would he deny knowing me? Before I had enough time to leave they were sat at the table with us. He just stared for a few seconds as he noticed it was me, then he looked away as if I was a complete stranger.

"I need to go" I said whilst getting out of my chair quickly and rushing of to the nearest door.

I thought I'd got away from him. I couldn't go back in there, whether I liked rye or not I couldn't face seeing Andy again. He'd hurt me so much and I couldn't bare the thought of it. He didn't want me in his life so I wouldn't be in it anymore.