How do I start? For several years of my life you've never been around nor have you shown an ounce of love or respect for me. You are known for building me up so high then beating me down til I'm nothing but you don't stop when I'm nothing. You continue to throw your words sharp as knives at the little girl you swore you loved. "Don't you remember I'm your baby girl? How could you throw me right out of your world? Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved" those lyrics from "the love of a daughter" by demi lovato will always mean something to me. No matter how many times you tell me you regret the past that you wish things were different I'll still keep those words close to my heart. Because you've had so many different chances to change the way you treat me to change the way you speak to me the way you view me but you never did. Each time you got worst to the point I couldn't handle it. Then when I cried out for help you made me feel weaker you made me feel like I meant nothing to you like I was only a bug on your windshield that wouldn't go away. But I'm not a bug, I'm your daughter. The little girl you watched grow up for years til you gave up. I didn't choose this life between us, I didn't want for things to be this way but now I fear you. I fear every one around me. Because just like you, everyone leaves.
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