Chapter eight and it's short, sorry babes x
Bree's point of view:
"He's joking you guys calm down." I said looking at everyone while taking my hands out of his.
Luke looked at me confused and I felt bad for what I was gonna do next.
"I was forced to hang out with him. It was a bet okay? Geez don't get your underwear's in a twist bitches." I laughed as I walked to my desk.
I felt a big knot in my stomach and I soon saw Luke's face. It was so fucking confused and broken. I didn't know what to do. I had to do this for my reputation.
The whole entire class was laughing and were giving me high fives. I laughed along but my only focus was to Luke. I felt so bad for embarrassing him like that.
I did so much shit to him yesterday and he welcomed me into his home. I don't know why the fuck I'm messed up like that.
He ran out of the class room and I wanted to run for him, I really did but I couldn't.
"Who made the bet with you?" Jason asked. Shit.
"Ethan did." I said blurted out a random name and mentally patted myself on the back for him actually believing me.
"Everyone shut up!" The teacher yelled. Everyone laughed but did as she said.
I felt so bad for him and I knew I would get so much shit from Jake and Cindy.
I don't know if I should text him or not. I want to text him sorry but I feel like he needs his space.
Luke's point of view:
Everyone was laughing and I was so confused and furious. I'm not sure what to actually do. I want to cry, hit someone, and throw things.
"I need my blades." I whispered to myself. It's been awhile since I had my blades touching my skin.
I walked to my locker and saw the small packet that I kept in my locker for things like this.
I walked into the boys bathroom and made sure no one was in there. I looked in every stall and no one was in it.
I look in the mirror and then took out the blade. I stared at the blade for a while and then remember how I was just some stupid bet.
"I'm." I made my first cut in two months.
"Nothing." Another cut I made against my white, pale skin.
"But." I made sure this cut had more pressure in it.
"Worthless." I cut again and saw the amount of blood dripping. I made sure that one hurt more than the three other cuts.
I remembered all the cuddling and pictures we took. I don't understand how she can do this to me. I took her in when no one wanted her last night.
I didn't realize I was still cutting until someone snapped me out of my thoughts.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I heard a voice from behind me. I froze and dropped the blade on the floor and saw Ashton looking at me.
"Listen you can't tell anyone." I begged.
"Why not?" He looked at the blood still dripping on me and I washed my arm under the sink. It hurt like hell.
"Music and cutting is my only escape." I said as I took my arm out of the sink and felt the stinging get worse.
It was silent for a long time while until ashton spoke up.
"Why do you do it?" He seemed interested in me now.
"I'm tired." I didn't give him a full explanation because I ran back to class.
I walked into my classroom and everyone was whispering and I looked up and bushed my glasses up and saw Bree looking at me. I saw the guilt in her eyes but I know she was acting again. She just likes seeing me feel like crap.
I sat down on my desk and thank god it was in the front. I sat down and I felt her eyes burning through me.
In a middle of the class lecture my phone vibrated. I checked it and it was from Bree.
From: Bree
Let me explain Luke, I'm sorry. Talk to me after school? I'm really sorry Lucas x
I sighed and ignored it. I didn't want to get in trouble for texting.
As soon as the bell rang I walked right out of the class and to my locker.
I opened my locker and saw a note fall out.
Dear Luke,
I'm sorry for being an ass today. What I did wasn't cool and I know you hate me now. I just panicked I swear! You have to believe me. Please let me explain why I did it. Meet me at my house at 8 tonight. I have a tree by my room so just climb up the tree and the window will be open. I'm really sorry Luke. x
From,
Bree x
I don't know if I should go or not. I stuffed the note in my backpack and as I was walking to my next class I felt my arms getting pulled.
"Woah!" I yelled as I almost fell on the floor.
I sat down on the floor because my feet were hurting for standing up.
"Luke." It was just Ashton, Calum, and Michael. They were giving me guilty looks and I knew instantly that ashton told them my big secret.
"You told them didn't you!" I yelled. I felt tears in my eyes and I pulled my glasses out and but it in my pocket.
"I'm sorry Luke but I had to tell someone." Ashton said giving me a tissue. I took it and thanked him.
"So why do you do it Luke?" Michael asked as he bent down to my level.
"You really wanna know?" I asked as I wiped the tears away.
"I do it because of the shit you three put me in." I said looking at every single one of them.
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