OH MY GOD I'm so sorry it's been like 3 weeks and we had this chapter ready like 3 weeks ago but we were just so busy with life and stuff. i am terribly sorry for keeping y'all waiting! hopefully i'm gonna be back on my track with the story and my dear Yuki would get some more free time in the future too. AND i have to be honest i've been dealing with some shitty writer's block and i really didn't know how to get this to where i wanna take it. you know? and it's mostly because of the show and all the Sam and Dean feels they're dropping on us. i kinda stopped thinking about Destiel and was paying so much attention to Dean and Sam's relationship so the chapter 7 i originally wrote makes me feel weird cause it's more Wincest than Destiel! so yeah i decided i'd give myself a little time to get back to my Destiel mood and hopefully now i can get this story on the track again. and i have an announcement for y'all! i decided to make this a series of works most probably involving 3 parts. And my beautiful Yuki said she agreed so yeah...:D
Afternoon - November 1st, 2005
“I see shadows, everywhere that I go… It’s you, reminding me. Of how we loved, of how it was…”
Dean looked up at Lisa who had entered the room and sat his guitar down. She was carrying two bowls of snacks and smiled at Dean when she approached him.
“That sounds really good Dean. Can I hear the whole thing when it’s finished?”
Dean shrugged. He wanted to pretend that song didn’t mean anything to him but Lisa wasn’t going to buy that bullshit anymore.
“Come on.” She placed the bowls down on a table near him and poked his side, as though it would make a difference.
“Like you just said, it’s not finished yet. Plus I don’t think it’s good for the album, people might start to think I’m depressed or something. Till now, we have around 5 break up songs on the album and I’m pretty sure that’s not a good thing. I need Ash to help with some happy songs Lis.”
Lisa rolled her eyes and shrugged. “A lot of people have different themes for their albums, Dean. It’s not that bad.”
“No but it’s gonna make less people like it. Not everyone is dealing with a broken heart and this much guilt you know. We need to make sure all our fans get what they want.”
“But that will just make a complete mess of the album! Just imagine the song ‘Better than me’ playing and then a party song afterwards. It won’t sound pleasant and the fans will think so too.”
Dean cringed at the mention of that song, the song he had written in the hospital after Cas began to avoid him. He tried to not remember the memories from when he was in the hospital.
“First of all, who said anything about a party song? I mean, have I ever sung a party song? Jesus, sometimes I wonder if you actually know me at all.” Dean shook his head in disappointment. “And plus, we don’t have to have a happy song after that specific song. I’m sure we can manage to put them in a good order so that it doesn’t fry anyone’s brains out.”
Lisa sighed softly.
“Okay, whatever. Do I still get to hear this song or not?”
It was Dean’s turn to roll his eyes.
“No. Now let me eat in peace, I’m starving.”
Lisa shook her head and laughed. It was great how Dean managed to turn even the most serious of conversations into something simple.
She knew, deep down, that Dean would never be hers but that never stopped her from falling for the young man. Even his flaws made him great in her eyes. It just wasn’t fair, really. She deserved him more than whoever it was that had captured his heart. That asshole had left Dean after all.
