Jayden's POV
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When I woke up I was cuddling Tamaki laying in a nest of pillows and blankets. I remembered the dream I just had and stared to cry. I now it's a sing of weakness, but I couldn't help it, it was from the first foster home I went to.
-Dream-
"YOU THINK ITS OKAY TO SHOWER WITHOUT PERMISSION!?!? WELL, SINCE YOU SEEM TO WANT TO STRIP THEN GO AHEAD, LETS SEE WHAT YOU GOT IN THOSE PANTS." I kicked and screamed, until he got irritated and tied me up, then put duck tape over my mouth. "THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE, YOUR NOTHING, YOU SOULDEN'T BE ALIVE!!!!" He screamed at me. He put me on my and and knees with my ass in the air. With each thrust I could feel my mind and body break. When I woke up the next morning, I was tied to his bed.
-End of dream-
I tried to stop remembering and calm down. Tamaki might have been nice yesterday, but I didn't want to make him mad and wake him up. I didn't work and he ended up waking up. "Jayden, what's wrong?" He asked worriedly. "B-bad dr-dream." I said quietly. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked. I shook my head no and he nodded. "Do you want a hug?" He asked. I nodded and he pulled me on to his lap. I buried my head I to the crook of his neck and continued to cry. He rubbed soothing circles on my back and rocked us gently as I calmed down. When I had stopped crying, he lay us back down and pulled me to his chest. "Don't worry, I promised that no one would hurt you and no one will while I'm hear. Just relax and go back to sleep and I'll still be here when you wake up." He said. I nodded and my head on his chest. He started to sing 'angel with a shotgun' and I feel asleep quickly. When I woke up again, there was light coming from the window, and Tamaki was already up playing with my hair. When he seen my open eyes he smiled and sat up. He pulled me on to his lap and asked how I slept. "Good." I answered. "I'm glad. Are you hungry?" He asked. I nodded and he smiled. "Let's go get breakfast, then I want to get together know you better, I am your brother after all." He said. I nodded and we walked downstairs. We sat at the table and a maid brought out our food. I looked at my plate and seen bacon and eggs with toast. "That's a lot." I said. Tamaki looked at me and smiled. "Just eat as much as you can." He said. I nodded and managed to eat almost a quarter of it. "Are you done?" He asked. I nodded and he sighed. "We'll have to start getting more food in you. Anytime you're hungry tell me, okay?" I nodded and we went outside. "Your remember my friends from yesterday?" He asked. I nodded and he smiled. "They want to hang out with us so do you want to go to the park?" He asked hopefully. I shrugged and he literally jumped for joy. He dragged me to the limo that was waiting and we got in. We picked up honey and Mori first. When they got in honey smiled and said hi and Mori nodded his head. Next was Haruhi and she came over and sat in the seat beside me. I hid my face in tamakis side and he put his arm around me. "It's okay, she won't hurt you you'll be fine. I nodded but stayed where I was. He was warm and I felt safe next to him. "Hi Jayden, how are you this morning?" She asked in a gentle voice. "Good." I said quietly. She smiled and lent back in her seat. I looked at her hand that was on the seat between us. Then back at Tamaki. He smiled and nodded. I hesitantly reached out and took her hand. She looked at me surprised then at Tamaki for an explanation. " That means he trusts you." He said. She looked back at me and smiled, squising my hand. We road in silence for a while, listening to music. Next we picked up Kyoya. When he got in there was a glare on his face. "I thought I said not to call me till at least 11:00am, why, Tamaki did you call me at 8:00am?" He said still glaring at him. I jumped away from Tamaki and onto Haruhi. She looked surprised, but held me close anyway. "It's okay, he won't hurt you. The only one he would actually hurt would be Tamaki, and then it's just a smack on the head for being an idiot." She said gently, rubbing my back. I relaxed in her arms and nodded. I looked back at Kyoya and he seemed to have e calmed down after Tamaki went over and sat next to him. I missed most of their conversation, but caught the end of it. "If you want you can rest till we get there." Tamaki said. Kyoya nodded and rested his head on tamakis shoulder. I looked over at honey and Mori, and it appeared that honey had fallen asleep on Moris lap. I looked over at Haruhi and pointed to Tamaki and Kyoya. "Dating?" I whispered to her. She chuckled and nodded. I pointed to honey and Mori. "Them?" I asked quietly. She laughed this time and nodded again. I nodded and relaxed, still in her lap. I fell asleep and woke when the car stopped again. This time a pair of red headed twins got in. They sat down and we stared moving again. "Hey boss why did you want us to come over yesterday?" They said in unison. Tamaki looked up from talking to Kyoya and over at the twins. "Oh, I wanted to introduce you to my new brother." He said. He kissed Kyoya on the cheek then came over to me. "Jayden I want to introduce you to the twins. This is Hikaru and Kaoru. They are also part of the club and will help protect you if needed. Right guys?" The twins just nodded as they were to busy staring at me. And for once it didn't scare me, because these twins were the most good looking guys I had ever seen. When Tamaki noticed he came over and sat by Haruhi and I. "Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded, still not looking away from the twins. "Why are you staring at the twins then?" He asked. I looked away and down at my lap. "They're cute." I whisperd. Tamaki and Haruhi got shocked looks on they're faces and I thought they would get mad. "I'm sorry." I whispered. "Why are you sorry?" Tamaki asked. "Your not mad?" I asked. "Why would we be mad?" Haruhi asked. "Because they're boys." I answered looking down at my lap. "Hahaha, Jayden, in case you haven't notice there are two couples in this car currently, and they're both gay couples. We're not going to get mad because you like the twins." He said gently. I nodded and he gave me a hug. I returned the hug, then he went back over to sit with Kyoya. I looked back at the twins and saw that they were already looking at me. When they saw me looking they scooted away from each other and motioned for me to go sit between them. I hesitently got up from Haruhis lap and went over to them. Once I sat down I looked at them and asked," Wich ones Wich?" The one on my right said he was Hikaru, and the one on my left said he was Kaoru. I nodded and started to ask me questions. "So, Jayden, will you be going to Ouran with us?" They asked in unison. I nodded and they asked what class. "2a, the same as Tamaki." I said quietly. They looked surprised. "How old are you?" They asked. "14 I think." I answered quietly. "You think?" They asked. I nodded " I don't know my actual birthday, so that's just how old I think I am." They nodded and I slumped back and rubbed my eyes. " Are you tired?" Hikaru asked. I nodded and tried to keep my eyes open. "You can lay down and sleep if you want. The boss decided to go to the beach instead of the park." Kaoru said. I nodded and lay my head in his lap with my legs on Hikarus lap. They scooted together and Kaoru played with my hair while Hikaru rubbed my back. I fell asleep quickly and for once I didn't have nightmares.
I was woke to the smell of the ocean, laying on a towel in the shade of an umbrella. I looked around d to find Haruhi sitting next to me. When she seen me awake she smiled. "Do you want to swim?" She asked. I nodded, I haven't swam in so long. She gave me a pair of swimming trunks and showed me to the changing rooms. After I ganged I realized that my chest and back were bare along with most of my legs. I had been staying at the orphanage for a few weeks before I came here so I only had a few cuts and some fading bruses. But I was covered in scars, some in my wrists and legs self inflicted. I poked my head out the door and asked Haruhi to get Tamaki for me. When they came back I motioned for him to come over. "What's wrong?" He asked. I told him to come in and when the door was closed I turned on the lights. He seen me and I herd a sharp intake of breath. "Jayden..."
