love me or lose me ~svt ff

part 4

I played with the ring on my finger, I was meeting Yoongi because he wanted to take me to the studio he goes to when he does photoshoots. He told me to dress casually because they had clothes for me there and to also not wear makeup so I followed his orders. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I jumped only to see it was Yoongi.
"Ready?" He said to me, I bit my lip and nodded. "Don't look so nervous."
"Sorry I can't help it. I've never done this before." He smiled and then grabbed my hand. I blushed and looked away.
"You're adorable when you're nervous and flustered." He said and then tugged me along.
We walked into a studio, there were 2 guys standing in front of a white backdrop. There were gorgeous and looked like art work. They leaned against one another, posing over and over again with each camera shutter.
"Hyungnim this is the girl I was talking about." Yoongi said. A man looked me over and gave a smile of approval.
"You were right Suga I'll give you that, she is beautiful. Alright let's get you into hair and makeup." A couple of girls ushered me away and sat me down.
After some poking, prodding, and a bit of hair pulling they we done with me. I changed into some clothes they gave me and then I went back out. Yoongi had his back turned to me so I tapped on his shoulder. When he turned around his jaw practically hit the floor.
"Wow Jia you look incredible." He smiled and rubbed the back of his head. He also looked great, he was dressed well and he looked as statue like as the other guys. He grabbed my hand and lead my to the white back drop.
"I don't know what I'm doing." I say nervously, Yoongi puts his hand on my waist and pulls me towards him, our faces were so close. I place my hand on his chest.
"Just follow my lead." Just then I see a flash and hear a camera shutter. Yoongi then changes positions so he's now behind me, I look back at him.
"You're absolutely mesmerizing." I say, he smiles. Then twirls me around and places his hand under my chin lifting it as if he was about to kiss me.
"I was thinking the same about you."
After a little bit we finished, I got changed and so did the others. It was so crazy that I just got to do a photo shoot with BTS it seemed insane. Yoongi invited me out to dinner with everyone and I accepted.
It was nice, they were all so nice and cheerful. Namjoon had made the comment "Yoongi if you aren't going to date her then stop hovering over her, I'd like to take her out." He got pissed afterwards and it was kinda cute. But what did he mean "he wasn't going to date me"? that seemed odd.
After dinner Yoongi took me home, half way there he grabbed my hand and acted as if were the most natural thing ever. We stayed silent the whole way but it wasn't uncomfortable. Once we reached the house he gave me a kiss on the forehead and then left. Inside my little cat Bok Choy came up to me and pawed at me.
"Oh sorry little one let me grab you some food you must be hungry."
I grabbed her dish and filled it with food, afterwards I went to make a cup of tea. When I opened the cupboard I noticed that there was a new mug in there. It was pale blue, I picked it up. For some reason it made me smile. I had never seen the mug before but I felt like I had.
I sat down on my couch turned on the tv and curled my hands around the blue mug. I sat for a moment and then wondered what else was new around the house. Lately I haven't been paying attention to anything just sleeping but now that I really look around a lot has changed. I put the mug down on the table and walk around. There's more cooking supplies in the kitchen, which is odd because because neither grandma nor I were very big cooks. I go into the bathroom and notice an extra toothbrush in the cabinet, alongside a men's razor. When I go into the bedroom everything seems normal enough, except there's a new book resting on my desk. I walk over and pick it up, it's a journal. I open it and on the very first page I see a picture of an ultrasound and underneath in my handwriting it says "annyeong sleepy" I was puzzled. Flipping the page I see a list of names all with the surname of Kim. Turning the page again I see another picture, this time it's of me and a man. The same man who I had met in the hospital. Underneath I wrote "first family picture!" and I examined the picture a bit more, I noticed I had a belly on me and also I was wearing a ring.
"This makes no sense." I mutter, quickly I pull out my phone. Going through my contacts one stands out Husband Min❤️ I pressed the call button.
ring
ring
ring
"Hello? Jia?"
I remained silent.
"Jia do you remember me?"
Still silent
"I'll be right over."
Then he hung up.
I was beginning to freak out. He was coming over, this man who I had a past with but I couldn't remember.