Breaking Her silence

In the begining

Kali" my father called out to me. He was in the living room laying on the Leather brown couch wearing a white beater and grey jogging pants his hair was in a ponytail and his facial hair looked as if he hadn't shaved for weeks. "Yes daddy" I replied coming into the living room my older brother Michael followed me. "DID I CALL YOU MICHAEL"? my father said with rage and anger almost turning red . He scared the both of us. My brother Michael said no and took off back to the room. I stand their with my yellow floral sun dress and pigtails my father called to me to come closer. "Daddy am I in trouble" I asked shakily. "No baby girl you're daddies number one there's nothing you could ever do to get in trouble" I smiled and gave daddy a kiss on the cheek and a hug, trying to wrap my 5 year old hands around daddy to give him the biggest hug ever . Daddy brought my hands down and slightly smiled with a devious look. While tracing his hands up and down my back going further down each time. I felt confused but I knew daddy wouldn't hurt me daddy loved me. "You know I love you baby girl" daddy said. "Yes daddy I love you to" I responded. As soon as I said that dads pulled my dress up removing my underwear telling me everything is okay because we love each other. Daddy removed my clothing as he did his and told me I lay down on him. I did what I was told getting scared because daddy never did this before and a part of me knew it wasn't a good thing . When daddy placed his fingers inside me soon followed by his tongue I begin to cry. "Daddy what are you doing" .... he did not respond. Instead daddy shoved himself in my mouth repeating over and over "This stays between us or you're in trouble" daddy finally stopped after milk came out of him. Saying " We're going to
have to finish this later" crying I ran to my room with my siblings confused and hurt.