Alex P.O.V
Finding a way out or finding a way in?
Fuck this is hard! High school, College, Job, Family...
WTF? I don't want any of that.
I'm about to finish high school and how the hell Am I supposed to get to college?
I can't afford it on my own! The step-looser offered to pay,
but I don't want anything from him, I f I say yes, I'm going to Own him big time,
and then I'm going to have to be nice with him and all. so not happening.
He's just....bad news, and he's been brainwashing my mom ever since they meet.
Everything shit since my dad died.
Mom was like a freaking zombie for 2 years, the she meet the Jackass.
I thought he was good for her, you know?
Making her happy, helping her to get over my dad and all.
But then Mom was gone, like some crazy bitch ate her and took her place, right now, Mom is not Mom, she's someone else.
And that's how my life is right now.
My everyday routine is:
I wake up, I get dressed, Grab a granola bar, avoid my mom and step-looser for the rest of the morning,
got o school, sleep on study hall, go out with my friends, skate the rest of the day,
make-out with a girl or two, and sometimes party at night.
Get home, heard they scream:
"Where the hell have you been Alex?, We were worried sick!"
hahaha yeah right.....like I'm going to believe that shit.
I ignore them, I go to sleep and wake up to do the exact same thing. I'm getting tired,
I been living like this for 5 years. 2 with zombie mom and the rest with the step-looser.
I think I'm depressed.
Once I had a girlfriend named Scarlett, she was nice at first but,
then I realize that she only liked me for my looks and reputation not for myself,
so I dumped her.
I was sitting on my bed, hearing my music at the highest level.
I stood up from the bed, walked to my nightstand and graved the package of pills;
I started to swallow the pills one by one, at the same time I heard my mom's screams from downstairs.
I swallowed 46 pills.
I sat down on my bed again.
I closed my eyes, wishing that finally the pain will go away,
and for the pills to make effect
