I thought life wasn't worth it, until i meet you ...

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Alex P.O.V

Where am I? I can't feel anything....

I feel numb. I don't see anything either and, I'm pretty sure that I have my eyes open.

Everything it's just so...........dark.

"Ok, Alex calm down everything it's just a dream" I told myself.

Yeah, just a dream.

Well lest see if I can move, mmm.................I was trying but I couldn't tell if I was really moving.

I couldn't go anywhere, I don't even know if I'm still alive right?

Wait a minute, maybe this is death...Yeah! Now I'm sure, this is how it's like to be death.

Ok so....being dead it's boring. I'm bored.

Hey! Wait I think I see something, it's a light.

It's getting brighter and bigger, what the hell? Ok, let's see if I can follow the light.

Once I saw that stupid girly show, mmm what's it called?

Oh yeah...Ghost whisper or some shit like that,

in the show it's all about the freaking light that dead people are supposed to follow so.... That's what I'm doing.

Cause I'm dead right? I started to run, sort of.

I was moving towards the light and I was so close, and then it was gone.

God! I'm so fucked up right now, I was so near....!

Suddenly, everything was filled with light.

I blinked a couple of times trying to figure out what was going on.

I could see myself.

I looked at my too pale fingers, at list I wasn't green or something.

I was still the same color, white tanned skin.

I looked at what I was wearing, it was all black.

I don't remember dying dressed like this. Now that I could see my legs I started running.

Then I stopped realizing that I didn't seem to be going anywhere.

It was pointless.

So I sat down on the white floor.

And against my will, I started thinking about everything, family, friends, and school.

At that same moment a Thought went thru my mind so fast that I almost didn't catch it.

That thought was about all them Experiences I was going to miss, having kids, a loving wife, a career, being a grandpa.

How could I miss that? I was so shocked to answer myself.

I was so busy hating my life that I didn't think about anything else.

I started crying. I never cry, ever.

I was so crushed that I didn't mind that right now I was looking like a fucking pussy.

For the first time in my dead-life I was Experimenting pity.

I pity myself.

I was so ashamed.

Even if my mother was a zombie/bitch I still love her! What if the step looser hurts her?

God, how could I have been so stupid! "Those thought are a waste of time, I'm dead already. Get over it, Alex" I told myself.

"Hey you"

I heard a voice. I turned around to find were the voice was coming from.

I searched with my eyes, but still I could see anything besides white.

"You! I'm talking to the only guy in here".

Suddenly a girl stood in front of me. She was all dressed in black just like me.

She had short straight blonde hair, almost white, brown eyes and slim figure. I was so shocked to answer her.

The only think that escaped thru my mouth was

"Who are you?"

She just smiled and said

"Follow me ".

I wasn't doing anything here, so I followed. After walking like forever, I don't know how long exactly, Time stopped here, whatever this place is.

I wasn't even tired, I didn't know if it felt like hours or like seconds.

I couldn't tell. She was going really fast, and I was trying to keep up when something changed in a blink of my eyes.

We weren't in the white place anymore. We were in a room. A girl's room if I may say so.

It could be a guys but it was pretty obvious from the colors. The room was big, not a suit big, but big for a normal room.

The walls were white;

the bed cover was purple with gray cushions, and the rest of the room had a desk with a Mac computer,

a stereo, a purple sofa and almost all the walls were covered with band posters.

The blonde girl was Inspecting the rest of the room, she was opening the closet drawers, the bathroom door, and everything, once she was finished she turn to me but whatever she was going to say had to wait because I spoke first

"Look if you want me to sleep with you, we could have done it on the white room, you didn't had to drag me all the way to your room"

I said with a giant smirk on my face. She blushed a deep red and said

"Ha ha...not. Look this is not my room; this is the room of your case. You're babysitting her, and once your done saving her life, we will decide what to do with you"

I was just standing in the middle of the room staring at her.

" I'm going to... what! "

I screamed at her. She started laughing and then said

"Look ass hole, you are a guardian angel ok? Got it? Make sure your brain its containing this information because I'm only saying this once: I don't why, you fucking tried to kill yourself, and being a guardian angel it's a really hard thing to do so you better keep her alive. You can turn invisible whenever you want to be invisible to other people, but if she wants to see you, it's your obligation to turn visible, do you hear me? She's in danger. Keep her safe. And don't screw up. She doesn't know anything so when you tell her try to be nice"

I was staring at her with choked eyes. I was what? A freaking, guardian angel? You have to be kidding me!

"But, what if I have questions, what do you mean try? Does that mean I'm still alive? And what are you? Like a she-god or something?"

She put her tiny hands in her hips and stared at me like I was a complete retard

"Look, I will come later to check on you, and no, you're not dead, your life it's on pause while you finished your mission, if the Results are good, you're going to have good news ok ? And I'm not that high rank to be a god; I'm just like you just, prettier and way more important"

she gave me a satisfied smile and then she put her hands on my shoulders, standing on her tip toes because she was really short and said

"Ok, that's it! I'll check with you later, good luck. Oh! If you want my advice scared her little, its fun!"

Then she left me all alone in this girly room, then I realize there was Steam coming from the bathroom door, and suddenly the door was open, revealing the most beautiful girl I ever lay eyes on .......

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