'Love is not a choice. But why can't it be? Why can't I just stop loving him? Whatever. So we've been together for a few chapters after the most awkward kiss ever. Where shall I go next, oh, I've got an idea.'
'Why?
Everything was going so well.
I had friends, family, an amazing boyfriend, a good job, a home.
I had everything!
But now I'm losing it all.
My job? Fired.
My dad? Car crash.
My mom? Memory loss.
My friends? I lost then to my old enemy.
Time.
At least I still have Thomas.
...
But do I?
Even if I do I'll probably lose him.
I don't want to lose him!
Oh no...
What if he leaves or-or I mess up and drive him away.
Oh gosh...
No no no no no no no no.'
"Y/n?" I heard Thomas ask. He knocked on the door a couple times. He sounded worried.
'Oh no.
Why it's he worried?
Is he nervous about something?
What's he nervous about?
Did he do something?
Did I do something?
What did I do?'
"Y/n? Are you okay in there?" He asked.
'So it was nothing?
Thank goodness.
Wait...
Was it nothing? '
"Huh? Oh, yeah. I'm good. I'm fine. Just a little..." I paused, losing my train of thought. "I'm fine," I finally said.
I looked at the door and silence followed and I was left hoping he believed my lie.
"Okay," he responded. "Do you want to talk?" He continued.
'Yes,' I thought desperately.
"No, but thank you."
'Stop lying he doesn't deserve that.'
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Professional Make Believe
FanfictionI'm not going to say anything except prepare yourself, and, it'll probably be pretty confusing but it'll make sense in the end... I hope. ... If not I'll just explain it after the last chapter. If you want me to XD And also TRIGGER WARNING ~COMPLETE...
