My scars i dont know if somebody would love me becus of my scars. Im scared to go home becus of them. Im scared. Im scared that the only person i love will hate me becus of my scars. Maybe its beter that im dead. Yeah dead no more problems no more Russia... that sounds good... but there is one person who i will miss other than Eduard and Raivis. Bcs we are the Baltics. That one person who can make me smile everyday is Poland. But im scared im scared he will found out about my scars. I put my notebook away en write a little note to Poland. Knowing that its my last.
Hey Feliks i love you
~Toris
Somedays later he commited suicide.
He jumped for a train with a small message around his neck
"Look in my closet for a little letter"
He rushed to the closet and found the letter. "I love you to" Feliks said. than he saw Toris's notebook
He started crying. He didnt know anything about it.
Days later Feliks commited suicide
He had a message around his neck
"I like Love you to"
