" How makaiya. What have I ever done to you?"
"Enough to make me feel unworthy of love ! Enough to make me feel like nothing..."
"you know I wish I did hate you!"
" what the fuck Makaiya?!" Grayson yelled as we walked into my house. " huh?" I asked scared and confused by his tone. " why were you acting all cute and hanging with all those guys with their shirts off?!" He yelled. " ok first of all Dolan your in my house and I haven't seen you for days! Who do you think you are to be acting like this?! Huh?! Answer me that! Because you haven't talked to me or anything no checkup from you no calls or texts nothing!" I yelled ranting about shit that I've kept in for these past days." Your brother has been here not you! Not my boyfriend but his brother." I said starting to tear up. He looked ashamed. " did you cheat on me?" I said crying at this point his head shot up. " baby no I mean yes but I didn't mean to. I promise you-" I cut him off " who was it, when, why, and how?" I asked very calm and sad." Fabriella, when we were studying it was when everything happened and I was so lost and I missed you and she took advantage of that she kissed me and at first I didn't kiss back but then I thought it was you and we made out. I know I fucked up bad just please baby don't-" I cut him off again "was it worth it?" I asked calmly looking at the floor. He tried to put his arms around me I backed up a few steps. " makaiya, what do you mean?" " I said was it worth it?!" I asked this time pissed off. " you know I would never do anything like that intentionally I wish I had never done that please just forgive me. I-I I love you..." he said letting his words die out. ' if you loved me you wouldn't have done this' I thought but I guess I said it out loud tears were streaming out my eyes and Grayson was clearly tearing up to. His eyes red and puffy tear stained cheeks and a wet shirt caused by his tears. " why didn't you tell me after it happend?" I looked him in the eyes and said coldly. " I was afraid you'd leave me forever." He said starting to cry harder I could tell he became weaker by his demeanor. I pulled him in for a hug trying to comfort him, we sat on the couch. " so did you think not telling me at all was better?!" I whisper yelled, not wanting to get him more upset by screaming. " no Eth told me to tell you and I couldn't because I didn't know how." He said looking at his feet. " WAIT?! Ethan knew SINCE WHEN?!" I screamed. Not able to contain my anger any longer. " the night you had a brake in." " Leave." I said with no emotion. "I'm sorry baby I-" " Grayson bailey fricken Dolan! Please leave." I exclaimed, getting quieter at the end of my sentence. And with that he left. I called Ethan. "Hello?"
" hey douche bag. When were you going to tell me about gray?"
" I told him to tell you himself because he needed to fix it not me."
" so you let me believe I HAD A FAITHFUL BOYFRIEND WHEN IN REALITY HE WASNT?!"
"calm down babes take a nap I'll be there when you wake up and we can talk."
"No Ethan we can't talk. Not today,not tomarrow, not ever I hate you and your brother don't talk to me again. And I'll live with out you guys." * end call * I got ready for bed because I had school in the morning.
BEEEP BEEP BEEEP Ugh great. Time to face the world. I am going to have walk unless... I I can ask one of juniors friends. I said happily since they are like meh siblings. I got up and got ready and I ending up looking like this.
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I finished and called Antonio. " what's up b?" He asked cheeringly. Boi tf you hate me. " welp I need a ride to school today you know since I'm not aloud to drive my car..." he cut me off. "Ya, I'll be there in 5 be ready or I'm leaving you k?" He asked but it sounded kinda harsh in my opinion. He hung up and I sat down on my couch and waited until I heard a horn honk I quickly run and grab my backpack then rush out the door locking it. " you do know I wasn't rushing you I was just saying I was here,right?" He said. He's such a bitch at times. Like eff-boy please.just no, ✋. When we got to school I asked if he could pick me up after he said maybe because he goes to a different school than I do. I hugged him and said thank you when I got out of the car people were scolding me. I smiled awkwardly and went to my locker. "Who's the cheater now?" Someone said but I didn't care to turn around. I went straight to first period. Everyone stared at me. I got straight to work when I realized Grayson staring at me. " can I help you Dolan?" I asked not wanted to say his name. " can we talk?"he asked. "What are we doing right now?" I asked being the smart-ass that I am. He blushed and looked down. " we can talk after this period, if your down to skip?" I said smirking. He took a minute to reply but eventually said "yes."
