" How makaiya. What have I ever done to you?"
"Enough to make me feel unworthy of love ! Enough to make me feel like nothing..."
"you know I wish I did hate you!"
Makaiya's POV After what happened yesterday I'm done with dating. I hate what I did to him and I hate what he said to me. I think I'll just tease people now. You know as in acting like a hoe. I mean why not I'm sure he is already back with his hoe of an ex. It doesn't matter anyways imma just worry about me. Annnndddd since school started in 30 minutes I needa get ready.
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I did everything and threw this on. I hopped in my jeep cus no one can stop me🤷♀️, and drove to hell. I walked in, everyone was staring at me and I gave them that look that says " can I help you bitch" and went on with the day. Boys were whistling in which made me laugh and the girls were staring me down. I thought it was pretty funny. But as I told Grayson when we somewhat broke up, I'd quit so before class starts in 15 minutes I'm going to tell coach I'm done. I saw coach as I was walking to the gym. "Coach! Coach, hold up!" I yelled out of breathe since I ran twards him. " what's up Diaz? Are you okay," he said confused. " yes I mean, i don't know but. I want to let you know I'm quuiting don't ask why cus it's personal. Just make sure whoever has my number and stuff can handle it?" I said still dying of not being able to breathe " whatever Diaz, you did a good job hope you change your mind." He said and the bell rang. SHIT! My class is on the other side of the campus. *30 minutes later* "Why are you late?" The teacher said. " sorry it won't happen again." I said blankly and walked to my seat. Which in this class was next to Grayson. I sat down and got my work out; even though I wasn't planning on doing it. I turn to Grayson to see what he's doing and he was staring at me. " huh?" I asked rudely. He just shook his head and focused on his paper for the rest of class. I felt guilty. But that's life I guess. I guess I hurt him as much as he hurt me. Why was our love so cruel? Why did it end? Even though he hates me and I keep Messing up I still want him. But I know I shouldn't. It's not worth the pain anymore. For this I hate him. For making me feel emotions twards him. Now I'm numb. Then I started to hear the teacher again. " so micki are you going to work with your shoulder partner or are you going to the office?"the teacher yelled "Suck my dick bitch." I muttered under my breathe. " yes ma'am." I stated. I looked at Grayson. " I understand if you don't want to work with me... I could leave if you'd like?" I told Grayson. "Just help me get the work done Diaz. I could care less." He growled back at me. Damn what happend to the nice Grayson? Dalia looked at me from her seat along with Ethan and then continued their work.
*after school* " hey asshole. You know I'm sorry for everything I'm. Sorry for hurting you and changing you into an ignorant asshole! I'm sorry that I couldn't stay with you! But I care soo much about you I still need you." I yelled at Grayson as he walked to his car which was conveniently right next to mine. " makaiya I still care about you it's just my emotions are numb. You made me like this but I still want you..." and with that I ran to him and hugged him. We stayed like this for a while and then parted ways
