Shawn Mendes Imagines

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A/N- IT'S SHAWN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! Our little muffin boy is 19 now....wtf.

Today, I was surprising Shawn by taking him to the airport to pick up his best friend from back in Pickering. She- yes, SHE- would be staying for the whole week. I'm not too excited about this, but hopefully it will make him happy, and that's all I really want.

I put a blindfold on Shawn the whole way here and was now steering him through the airport, trying to avoid bumping into people. I recognized Laur, Shawn's best friend, in front of us. When she saw Shawn looking clueless and confused, she laughed like it was the funniest thing she's ever seen. I squeezed Shawn's hand before pulling off the blindfold.

Laur took off and jumped into his arms, literally, with her legs rapped around his waist and everything. He spun her around in circles while they had their heads thrown back, laughing without a care. I couldn't help but feel jealous. I mean, I don't think he ever looked that excited to see me after tour. When they were done with their cute, little greeting, they started walking towards the door, without even looking back at me. I thought maybe Shawn would thank me for making this happen, but I got nothing. I followed them out the door like a lost puppy. By the time I got to the car, Laur had already taken the passenger seat, leaving me the prime time spot to watch them ignore me the whole way home from the back. I figured that once we got home, they would start to include me in what they did, but turns out I was wrong. When we got home, I sat on the coach bored out of my mind. I wanted Shawn to be able to spend time with Laur, but I didn't want him to completely ignore me.

As I started to think about how much it hurt to have him forget about me, I started to tear up. I shook my head to get rid of my emotions. I should be happy that Shawn was happy. I didn't want to ruin his time by being a downer the whole time.

I decided to make some lunch for the three of us, maybe to help Laur warm up to me. I made my famous pizza grilled cheese that Shawn loves (a/n: pizza grilled cheese is literally the most amazing thing in the whole world) and went to give them to the best friends when I realized I hadn't heard them in a long time. Just as I was thinking this, they came through the door, with Starbucks in their hand, but none for me. I smile a little and walked up to them with the plates in my hands.

"Hey guys. I made some lunch for us, if you're interested," I offered.

Shawn spoke up and said "that looks lovely, but we will have to pass."

That hurt, but hey, at least he talked to me, right? No. I gave up and put the dishes back on the counter. I started to think about the day so far and how much it hurt to be ignored my someone you love. I started to tear up at the thoughts and ran up to my room so they wouldn't have to see me like this. I closed my door and softly cried.

I hated feeling like this. Then I heard the door close and the sounds of the two laughing disappeared. Great. They left again without even telling me where they were going. I started to cry harder. I wanted Shawn to come back and say this was some sort of cruel joke or something, but no. This was real and I hated it.

I was so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't hear Shawn come back.

"Y/n?", I heard Shawn say softly.

"What do you want?", I snapped,my voice a little hoarse from crying.

Shawn peaked open my door, but when he saw my red, puffy eyes, he quickly came over and pulled me into a hug. I didn't hug back though, I just left my arms limp by my side. "What's wrong, baby?", he asked, oblivious.

I scoffed and said, " Shouldn't you know? Oh wait, how could you when you haven't talked to me all day?"

He was stunned by my outburst and said, "baby, what are you talking about?"

I rolled my eyes. "Come on, Shawn. You've ignored me the whole day. From the second you saw Laur in the airport, you've forgotten I'm even here," I explained.

Shawn's eyes softened "I promise I didn't mean to ignore you, Y/n. I swear I didn't. I was so caught up in seeing Laur that I didn't even thank you for making this happen. I never meant to hurt you, baby. I
love you so much. I'm so sorry".

I wrapped my arms around his neck and stuff my face into the crook of his neck. "I forgive you, Shawn. But please don't let this happen ever again. I hate how it feels", I told him truthfully.

"Of course not, baby. I love you". He leaned down and put his lips softly on mine. Sometimes you've got to learn to forgive and forget, right?