SO I HAVE A LOT OF ANXIETY ABOUT WRITING STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE WHO HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO READ MY SHIT. I FEEL ICKY THAT I WRITE STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE QHO ARENT DATING OR ANYTHIG LIKE THAT BUT I FORCE THEM TO DOR MY OWN ENJOYMENT. THATS WEIRD IM WEIRD WTF. LIKE RYAN AND BRENDON ARENT DATING. BRENDON MARRIED A WOMAN. IM ALSO ATTRACTED TO THAT WOMAN BECAUSE SHES BEAUTIFUL BUT THE POINT IS RYAN ISNT BRENDONS HUSBAND BOYFIRNED AND I KEEP FORCING TJEM TO BE. THAS SO WILD. WHY AM I DOING THIS
