Why Should Boys Have All The Fun

Chapter 1

"Ting...tining tining ting...ting..." Childhood ringtone is played in the silver coloured favourite phone.

"Tick tick tick tick....tick tick tick tick...." Some normal alarm ringtone is played in the black phone.

Miruj is wide awake at 4:30 am., just like everyday. She likes discipline and she likes the time in the early morning. Most importantly, she is fond of the nature in the early morning. According to her; it seems positive, fresh, cool, calm and reminds her that she is nobody but a God's creation.

She makes coffee for herself. She can't decide sometimes whether she likes coffee more or the herbal tea. It depends on her mood.

"Today, I love you coffee."

Dancing in the Shape of you beats played in her favourite silver coloured phone, she sips the coffee taking a cookie in between.

"No message, no notification in the facebook for my pics. My life is so damn boring hell." She almost cries blabbering something. 

Moving on to the dating sites in her phone, Miruj checks for interesting things, sorry, pics and profiles.

"Nahhh...you look super model like handsome. Not for me. Sowwyyy."

"Ohhhh boy you look so yummy, but your profile is so arrogant. Nahhhh, sowwyyy boy....arrogant arrogant don't work."

"What's left then!" Miruj almost cries at the cacophany of her destiny. Whoever she liked, didn't work out. Whoever liked her possibly must be hating her now for her show of attitude at certain moments. 

"I know, but I can't help. This is me. How can I disrespect my love for myself and change into someone I am not."

"I don't wanna regret too for not changing. But again, will I be happy knowingly changing myself emotionally for sometime and what if I change back unknowingly into my skin again. Gosh....all these suck big time. Forget it, probably good for all. I am so fine alone. Well, not literrally. I have Smacky with me....and Berry, Channel (though we hardly have time to talk now a days) and yeah....Lolo too...yeiii...and familyyyyy....heheheheh." She smiles at herself thinking all these words in her mind. Mind is indeed a wonderful place.

"Oh Smacky, I almost forgot you, sorry baby." Smacky started shaking his tail vehemently this time. His owner was so indifferent all this time. But he can't help it, he can't be angry with her. He knows she loves him...and she does.

"Common baby catch it." Miruj throws two big dog biscuits to Smacky. Happily catching it, he sits again chewing the big tasty chunks of food.

"Oh my God, It's 5:30 am. Time for Yoga now." Miruj thinks and shouts as she gets up towards her yoga mat lying in a corner in her bedroom. It's an one bedroom, one kitchen studio apartment with a cute bathroom which is bigger than she has seen in her friends' places. Most of her friends are married now and are hardly in touch. 

Berry and Channel are her bestest friends. Channel is busy with her new born now a days and staying in a different city, she hardly gets time to talk to them. Two of Miruj's office friends stay closeby. The guy is married since two years and stays in a gated community house for families. Her other close friend Lolo who is her colleague, lives just two blocks away but she is soon getting married in another 2 months. "The office will be so boring without them." 

"Ommmmmm....ommmmm." Closing her eyes, Miruj thinks deeply about God...here and there about her life too.

"Ommmmmmmmmmmm....ommmmmmmmmmmmm." With a little frown, she concentrates in her dhyan again.