||Behind locked doors || Jerrie ||

Chapter 18

Jade:
He saw us. He actually saw us, Luke saw us together.

He likes Perrie, that's a fact so I know that he will happily be the cause of us having to break up.

24 hours earlier

Perrie and I finally finished explaining our relationship to our friends, Lauren was happy for the both of us because she said she could see how genuine our relationship was and how happy I was. Leigh Anne and Jesy seemed a little apprehensive but tentatively approved of our relationship and promised to keep it a secret. I was nervous, to say the least because 1. Lauren figured it out so that means anyone could and 2. this is the first time we have told anyone we are dating. 

neither Perrie or I wanted her to leave so we decided to have a movie night and the first thing we did was head to the 7-11 down the street and stock up on junk food. we were far away enough from the school to worry about anyone seeing us so we held hands and we acted like a couple, which was amazing to do because it's strange not ever being in public with the love of your life. when we made it back to my apartment complex we noticed that someone was moving into the apartment across from mine, it was a family by the looks of it there was a senior jersey from 5 years ago for the one and only south shields Academy, this was slightly worrying but neither Perrie or I went to south shields 5 years ago, I was only in year 12 ago and I was definitely not rich enough to afford a school like ssa ( south shields Academy).

 I ignored the feeling of fear that was growing in my stomach and pulled Perrie into my apartment. it was only about 2:00 pm so we still had a long time before night fall which is when we wanted to start watching movies. we decided to go have a picnic in the park as we were both starving and there was a small park about 5 minutes from here that was quite secluded. we walked back out of my apartment and saw an older man moving some boxes into the apartment. we said a polite hello and told him if he needed anything to just knock on my door, except I said our door not even thinking. I was expecting some sought of negative reaction from Perrie but she squeezed my hand and leant into me slightly.  the man, Mr Hemmings, said hello and introduced himself, the name sounded so familiar but I couldn't place where I had heard it so I ignored it and Perrie and I went to the elevators. 

we headed to the cafe and both got hot chocolates and sandwiches to take to the park to eat. when we arrived we went and sat down on the swings, gently swinging as we were talking and eating. I love when I and Perrie are alone together because there is never any awkward times or any moments that aren't enjoyable. we get along so easily and our conversation flows so smoothly. this makes me feel beyond happy but also relieved because it means we don't just have a physical attraction and we are attracted to each other as a whole.  

we decided to walk around the city to waste some time, we walked through the crowded streets hand in hand not caring about anything around us just being absorbed in our own little world. we stopped in the part of the city that is a big open area where the night markets are usually held on a saturday night and we sit down in the centre on one of the benches and stare at the fairy lights that hang between the buildings. its a gorgeous veiw. between the sounds of the city life and the golden fairylights twinkling above me and the girl of my dreams sitting next to me to say im at peace would be the understatement of the year. 

i could imagine a future with perrie, sitting in this exact spot in 10 years with a few children running around our feet, we would have a large house right on the beach were our children would run free and our dogs would run up the beach with the children. perrie would be making music, singing in all the biggest artists songs before she finally drops her own album where she rises to number one globally within a matter of hours. I would still be teaching still maybe not at a school but doing private vocal coaching. the best part of it all though is we would be happy and together. thats all I want, that's all I need.