Random (Depressed) quotes and what not

I'm scared...

I promised myself that I'll never be suicidal...
I promised them I would not fall to the dark side of my pain...
But now...
Now is another story, a story about a boy that could never keep a promise...
A boy that once was happy to be alive...
a boy that wished to die with every heartbeat...
a boy who had it all, yet had nothing at all...

a boy wishing to know why they exist in the first place...