Fading Away (5SOS)

Chapter 1

《The picture is Jesy》

J E S Y

I walked towards the big building right before me. It was thursday morning, so that meant gymnastics class. It also meant, looking at my ugly body.
I walked into the building and immidiately everyone was whispering so i couldn't hear them.
I sighed and walked past the crowd of people.

I arrived at the place where i needed to be and grabbed my clothing for gymnastics out of my locker.
Then the bell rang so i locked my locker and walked towards the changing room.
I walked in with nobody noticing i was there. I quickly changed and then walked into the big room where everyone was talking loud.

Some of my classmates stared at me and some were just ignoring me.
(I had no friends btw) The teacher blew on his whistle and everyone immidiately sat down. I just stared at the ground and thought about my mom. God i would like to hug her again.

"Jesy Hudson!!"

My head snapped at the place where the teacher (Miss Waters) was standing. She looked at me in disgust.

"Where you daydreaming again?!" She yelled trough the big empty room.
I looked down at my hands.

"Yes miss.. " I softly said.

"And what was it about?" she suddenly asked without hesitation. Me still looking at my hands.

"Well?!"
"We would like to know Jesy, you are the one making us curious!!"

She continued.

"Well?!"

"My mom" i softly said, so the half of my classmates wouldn't hear it.

"Isn't that cute" Her voice sounded harsh and arrogant.

All my classmates started to laugh at me. Tears filled my eyes and i want3d to just run off, but i couldn't.
I hold my tears back as the boring, stupid lesson started.
We were playing basketball and ofcourse the teams where about to be chosen by Britt and Chris.

Everyone was chosen into teams and i was still sitting on the bench.

"Well, Jesy then" Britt said, looking at me in disgust.

I walked over to her and i heard them all talking.

"Ew!" "We're going to lose" "Why do i always get teamed up with that loser"

After the lessons

I was walking down the hallway to get to my locker. When i reached it i opend it, quickly grabbing my coat and putting it on.
I locked it again and pushed the door open making it bang against the wall.
One of the teachers was nodding "no" with his head and watched me as i walked off.

I was walking about 5 minutes when a group of classmates came cycling by.

"Hey look! It's the crybaby again"
"Is she thinking about her dear mommy again"

They continued for 5 minutes longer.

"Bitch!"
"Slüt"
"Crybaby!"

My eyes were filled with tears and they were now streaming down my face.

"Told you!" One of them screamed. "She's crying again"

They all laughed and giggled.

"Going to tell ya mommy?" One of them asked sarcastically.

"JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I screamed with still tears streaming down my face.

"Whatever bitch"
And with that, they were gone.

When i arrived at home something was wrong.
At first i didn't hear any sounds when i entered the house.

"Dad?"

Nothing.

"Dad? Are you home?"

Then some footsteps came from the living room. My dad was standing in the hall right now, with a bottle of jack daniels in his hand.

"Just shut the fuck up stupid cow!" He yelled.

"But dad i.." before i could finish my sentence he was yelling insults at me again. I was lazy, fat, dumb and a slut.

"I'm not a slut!" I mumbled to hard so he heard it.

"YES YOU ARE!" He screamed throwing the bottle to my head.

I duck and the bottle hit the wall.

I dropped my bag and ran out of the front door.

Away from my dad.
Away from the problems
Away from everything.

Okay so i hoped you guys liked this chapter. I'm sorry if there are bad english sentences. See you the next chapter i hope x