Miracle 2: Firefly

Chapter 9

         

Do know the feeling when you know you succeeded in something? It makes you feel like a better person on the inside. Well that doesn't only work with doing a good deed and helping an old person with his or her cat food. It also works with knowing you had a really good night and you finally realized this is the place you were always meant to be. Just like how I am feeling right now while engulfed into Aaron's arms.

"When you left it was like a piece of my world disappeared, and here you are and its back. It's like I know I should be extremely pissed off at you but I can't because I can't be mad or pissed at you because in some kind of way you did us both a favor. You let me mature enough for me to finally be a father and you took the time you needed to become a better person, a better person that still makes me weak at my knees. I may not show it Mir but I am still madly in love with this one person that replaced the missing I had in my heart. So, just know I'm not mad at you or frustrated or want to kill you. I'm just glad you did what you had to do to make both our lives better." Aaron took a second and rubbed a circle on my back, "I tried so hard to sleep around like I use to do in high school to get me through the grieving of missing you. But, I knew that wasn't what I wanted anymore. I tried calling and texting you but sooner found out you changed your number. I tried to get a hold of you and to tell you how much I actually loved you. So, don't run away from me this time because I won't be able to forgive myself for never actually telling you how much I really love and need you"

I went to open my mouth and say something but no words would come out. It's like my mouth wasn't letting anything escape because it wasn't the right time. So, all I could do was take it all in and just keep the smile plastered on my face. I let go of him and kissed him on the cheek, "Thank you"

"Goodnight A-a-ron" I whispered against his cheek. I gave myself chills as I pulled back and continued to walk into my hotel. When I reached my room I shut the door and slid down the wall in a very cliché motion, like the ones you see in the movies. He still loves me and I don't know how I should feel about it. I'm overly joyed and definitely won't be able to sleep tonight so I called the first girl I know that can party her ass off.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Take me partying" I answer smiling to myself. She knows exactly who I am after I say those few words. "Meet me at the house" She laughs. And so that I did, I pulled up in my car with my music blaring through the speakers. My baby is currently with his auntie so I know he will be fine. This right now is just me taking a breath of fresh air for the first time in four years.

When I noticed her brown hair bouncing up and down as she ran towards the car it made me feel like a kid on Christmas. The passenger side door swung open revealing the one and only Jade. I didn't take any time until I pulled her into a bone crushing hug, "Oh my lord! I missed you so much!"

She pulled back and smiled at me, her silver colored eyes gleamed with the light hitting off of them just slightly. "You look so freaking pretty!" she yelled happily. I didn't even know what to say besides, "Where do we start?"

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Partying as I remember is extremely tiring, especially if it's six in the morning and you don't want to wake your sleeping baby. But this house looks welcoming, welcoming enough to at least let me sleep on the couch.

To Aaron: Let me in dude. It's kind of cold out here

To Aaron: Dude get up! I'm fucking cold!

To Aaron: I'm just gonna have to break in

To Aaron: You left me no choice

I walked around the small house until I spotted a window open and low enough for me to crawl in. I made an evil laugh before sliding into the house is as quiet as a mouse. I landed right on a bed, which made me happy. I was about to just lie down before I realized 'This is Jace not Aaron' Damn people and thinking it's okay to look sorta similar. I went to jump off of the bed but I got kicked off making me fall onto the floor with a whimper, "Fucking asshole"

I'm never drinking this much again.

I stood up off the floor holding my butt in my hand, why do I do these types of things?

My small feet shuffled across the hard wood floor of Aaron and Jace's house. It's warm in here; actually really warm making me kind of want to break out a sweat. Where is his room?

Ahah! Found it.

I opened the door slowly revealing a completely different set up than Jace's. The tan walls have small pictures taped to them, one with me on it actually. I stood in front of the picture and let a happy tear fall down my face. It was our first day in college and Austin (One of Aarons roommates) took the picture of us standing at the university sign.

Wiping the tear off of my face I jump onto Aaron making him groan, "A-A-RON! Wakey, wakey!"