Fairy Tail Oneshots

Natsu - Hurts Like Hell

I strangely like writing songfics and angst. So this is another one!

"Hey Y/n? Want to go out with me?"

How can I say this without breaking?

"Sure Natsu!"

How can I say this without taking over?

"Thanks! Now I know it'll work when I ask Lucy out!"

How can I put down into words

Saddness. That's all I felt as Natsu ran off towards the guild.

When it's almost to much for my soul alone?

Stupid Y/n. He doesn't like you! He think of you as a friend! He likes Lucy!

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"Hey Y/n, is it okay for Lucy to go on a mission with us?"

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"It's fine. I can't go anyway."

I loved and I loved and I lost you

You know you need that money! Rent is coming up and we only have enough for food!

And it hurt like hell~ Yeah it hurts like hell~

He's happy with Lucy. I reminded myself sourly.
Are you happy?
No.  But we can't ever be happy.

I don't want them to know the secrets

Tears streamed down my face. How could Natsu stand me up for our friendly lunch we had every month?

I don't want them to know the way I loved you

What was up with Y/n? She was really distant nowdays...

I don't think they'd understand it, no

I wonder what happened to her...
Is it my fault?

I don't think they would accept me, no

No, it couldn't be. It was probably just a slight flu.

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"I'm gonna propose Lucy tonight!"

I loved and I loved and I lost you

He can't be serious...

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"Just tell him, Y/n. Before it's too late." Mira said in her gentle voice. I shook my head.

And it hurts like hell~ Yeah it hurts like hell~

"No Mira, he's happy with her. I can't- no won't get in their way."

Dreams fight with machines

I no longer felt alive, a mere shadow of my past life. Lucy somehow made me feel like a horrible person if I tried to get Natsu away from her.

Inside my head like advisaries

My stomach was a butterfly nest as I prepared to ask Lucy to marry me.

Come wrestle me free

What will she say?

Clean from the war

I have to get out of here before he says those words.

Your heart fits like a key

I cannot witness the moment she kisses him.

Into the lock on the wall

So I ran. I ran and I ran away from my home. My family.

I turn it over

"Lucy, will you-"

I turn it over

"Natsu! Have you seen Y/n?!" Gray hollered.

But I can't escape

I looked at him curiously.

I turn it over

"No why do you ask?" I've already forgotten what I was asking Lucy.

I turn it over

"Her apartment is empty. We can't find her." His voice is frantic. Of course, Y/n was his best friend too.

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"Yes, the bitch is gone!" Lucy cheered.

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"What did you say?!" I glared at her.

I loved and I loved and I lost you

"Now we can live together, happily. With no competition."

And it hurts like hell

"What life together! You mean nothing to me!" I slapped her across the face.

After all, Y/n was my only love.

I feel like Natsu gets a lot of angst in this book.....hmm....