how i feel

When u feel dead inside

It hurts to show the feelings or even talk about them sometimes it sucks to know that people r happy when u r dead inside sometimes it sucks when u know that u r dead but u can't talk to people about ur problems with out knowing that it won't hurt some one else.. most of the time I want to cry but u know people can see u now when u r hurting u cry or do self harm it helps wheuhn u know it's letting out the pain u witnessed or what u went tho people don't understand me any more but now people will cause I hurt people and they hurt me we don't know it till the end I wish people can under stand my feelings I wish people will love me for me not use me not say what I want to hear but I want some one to love me for me... some times people don't understand any one any more cause all we do is hurt one another sometimes people need to understand but the people we hurt can't heal from it but now I'm going to be broken for a while