how i feel

going though everything

Though every fear
Though every tear
I can find some one
My head is spinning all around
My heart is full of fears
Everything is getting dark now
I barly belive what i see
I think im dead
So now im done
I try to hard with my life
Every fear atces like im its prey
I try to describe them as i see them
People dont belive me of what i see
I try to show them to people
But no one cam see them besides me
I cut to realse them
Why does it help
Why doesnt it hurt
I have to many questions about it
No one has the awnsers for me