"Fun"

B

I am surprised that I have not developed trust issues after all the mess I have been through during these eighteen years of misery.

One person made me develop kleptomania and then bailed on me as we where shoplifting.

One person went behind my back and choose another person before me.

One person that claimed they loved me sexually assaulted me on a daily basis.

One person I called best friend stopped talk to me for months until they suddenly said "hello" again as nothing had happened.

One person rejected my actions of affection while emotionally liking someone else.

One person rejected my feelings by not saying no, but left me hanging by not giving me an answer at all.

One person I thought was friendly ended up almost raping me as I was drunk.

The first person I have ever loved broke my heart in the worst way possible. I was left with questions and I even wanted to kill myself. I relapsed even though I was happy.