The Jerk I loved The Most ♠︎ m.yg

Chapter-12 True feelings

The Next day

I woke up and still remembering what happened yesterday..it was unforgettable.

Suga's words kept repeating in my head

"Don't leave me. Don't leave me like how the others did."

Is he serious about his feelings? Is he confessing to me? Does he like me?

There was a lot of things going through my head I didn't know what to do..

I ate some cereal because, I didn't feel like cooking. I took a bath and wore some clothes since there's no school today and next week. I have the rest of the week for myself.. yay!

I heard jinra going down the stairs.

"GOODMORNING!!" she yelled. I forgot she's loud.. aish..

"Goodmorning unnie. Hihi." I giggled
"Did you eat?" She asked
"Yes and  I'm about to go out." She looked shocked. She rubbed her morning eyes and widened it.

"Why what's wrong?" I asked looking at what I'm wearing.

"Ya! Wait for me. I wanna go to." I laughed and just nodded.

So, I waited her to finish and to change clothes or take a bath.

Finally finished with the preparations

"Ya! Jinra what's taking you so long?" I shouted. I heard her footsteps going down the stairs and saw her.. wow.

She was wearing a pink sunny dress and White sneakers. Yeppuda!! (Beautiful)

"Gaja!" She clinged on to my hand and went off.
"Ya! We didn't change at all. Your still pretty..and I'm still ugly.." I mumbled..

"Ya!! Your not ugly!!" She yelled.
"Aww. HOW NICE OF YOU." I sarcasticlly whispered.
"I know right. Where do you want to go first?" She asked
"Park?"
"Thats a great idea gaja!!" She pulled me and we walked off to go to the park.

Jhope POV
I'm still regretting what damage I've done to syung kee.

I miss her very much..
I miss her smile
I miss her laugh and giggles
I miss her presence
I miss her..just everything about her I missed..

I was about to tear up but, someone knocked on my door. I went down and opened the door. I didn't expect him to come...

"What are you doing here?" I asked him
"I'm here to tell you something now please we are still brothers both of us belong to bangtan..now will you listen?" He said softly.

I also kinda missed suga..Oh, well let's peace it out. We were the closest among others I do miss this turtle..

"Sure. Come in" suga went in and sat down
"What do you want to talk about?" I asked
"It's about syung kee." My eyes widened.

Just hearing her name makes me wanna kill myself. I damaged her heart. I hate myself...

"W-what about h-her?" I was stuttering
"I wanna get this done real quick. Please, don't get mad." I just nodded and listened

"I didn't like her at first so, I was the one who ruined her life and turned it into hell. I was the one who sent the unknown text to you. I was the one who threatened you. I'm very sorry. And-" I cut him off and grabbed his collar. He was shocked because, among bangtan I'm the softest and most unexpected to have a fight.

"Did you know how much damage you did?" I whispered to his face. I'm still in grab of his collar.

"That's why I'm here to tell you about the actual problem." He whispered.

I released my grip and sat down again. I let myself calm down before, I talk to hyung. I'm starting to get pissed.

"Explain." He let out a deep sigh.
"I think.." he was stuttering..
"You think what?"
"I think im falling for her." He's...what?...
"HAHA! good joke" I faked an laugh
"Seriously hobi. I'm falling for her." He was stating it with a serious face..

But how? Why? What do I do? Everything is just all conplicated. Dear PD-nim help us!

"A-arassao." I replied
"So are we..okay like? Okay, okay?"
"Of course suga!" I faked a smile.
"Arassao. I need to go, annyeong!" He waved and left.

Syung kee....
Why do you have to be so wonderful? That even suga fell for you? Can't I just have you just for me..? I'm too selfish if I do that..

Lee syung kee POV
Jinra and I had fun at the park today. We ate ice cream, sat on the benches and made 'disgusted' looks on lovey-dovey couples.. I really missed her.

"It's going to be dawn I think we should leave." While, tapping her shoulder.
"Arassao...I will miss you PARK!!" she yelled.
"Ya! Your so weird" I whispered to her. She giggled
"Oops.." she whispered and we both giggled and left.

Thank so much Chinggun for today..kamsamnida!!

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Hey guys just an quick update!

It might take me a bit long to update this story just becausr, exams are next week and I'm sobbing..but, for now please cope with it. kamsamnida..😂

That's all enjoy!!
Saranghaeyo~