The Jerk I loved The Most ♠︎ m.yg

Chapter-16 Heartbreak

The next day
I woke up in total mess. Well, as always. I planned to visit Hobi since, I missed him and he told me he'll be going home.
I went out suga's house since I slept with him. Don't worry nothing happened. I left him sleeping.. kyeopta.

I wanted to assist hobi.

Today is going to be the day..
.
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The day I'll be his girlfriend♡
.
.
I went to take a warm bath, wore some clothes:
-Pink tee
-Puma Joggers
-BTSxPuma shoes. (I want one too..-Author)

I grabbed my bag and texted Hobi.

To: Hobi♡
From:Syung kee

Hobi-ah ill be there in 10 minutes.. ♡

[JINJJA?!]

ne. I need to tell you something.

[Arassao. Annyeong see you :)]

Annyeong~

End of messages.

I'm excited..

Jhope POV
Shit. She's visiting me.. what do I tell her?
Let me consult Dr. Love first.. get ready..

"JIN HYUNG!!" I yelled for his attention.
He got startled and ruffled his hair.

"WHAT WHAT? WHAT HAPPENED?" He panicked. We just laughed on his behavior.
Kyeoptah.

"I need serious help." I pouted and he giggled.. cause, I'm cute.. hihi

"What do you want? It's about syung kee?"

Reading my mind? Damn. I told you his Dr. Love.. kekeke.

"Ne. You might shout at me for this but anyways.. here it goes.." I let out a sigh first

"I'm scared wtf." He laughed..

"My feeling for her has disappeared. "

"MWO?!" they all had shocked faces.
"ARE YOU STUPID?" namjoon cursed. Ne.
"HYUNG is that you?!" Jungkook ruffled his hair.
"Jinjja?" Jimin giggled. What's so funny?

"Ya. Jiminie you should say sorry to syung kee. She's depressed because of you." I replied..

He just nodded in agreement. Kamsamnida

"What do you plan?" Jin hyung asked me.
"I don't know I don't wanna hurt he-" someone suddenly cut me off.

Lee syung kee POV
W-what? He doesn't have feeling for me?
WHAT. THE. HELL. did he just play with me?

"What did you say?" I cut him off.

"SYUNG KEE?!" Hobi reacted and the others gasped. They left the room leaving both hobi and I at his room.

"Tell me. Do you have feelings for me? Or am I just a toy?" I started to tear up again.

Why do I keep getting hurt? Why do I feel so worthless..

"Syung kee..I just-"

"Why do you keep breaking my heart?" I cried and cried.

"I didn't mean to. I planned of telling it to you today but you heard everything." Is he fucking serious?

"I'm sorry if I broke you multiple times. But, I just don't deserve you." That made my heart shatter in millions.

"I'm sorry but, I'm letting you go. You deserve someone better." He added I came closer to him and sat down beside him..

"I need to tell you this before you let me go" here it goes..

Jhope POV
I fully broke her heart. Congrats jhope. You fucking idiot. Ughhhh!!..

"I need to tell you this before you let me go" I nodded and listened.

"I wanted you to know that I loved you more than I loved myself. Thank you for being humble. Thank you for everything..
I'm going to miss you hobi. I'm serious."

She still has a heart of an angel even if I shot tons of arrows at her.. ugh I hate myself.

"I'm sorry." I repeated

"You don't have to. I should be sorry. I'm sorry for falling in love with you even if you didn't fall for me. "

The bullets have been shot back.

"Good friends?" I eyesmiled her and she giggled. This girl is seriously special. I'm blaming myself for letting her go.

"Of course. Hobi-ah. You have to buy me ice cream after." THANK YOU SYUNG KEE.

I wiped her tears and whispered my last words.

"Suga likes you. I think he deserves you and you deserve him." She hugged me and said something too.

"Thanks for everything. I'll take care of suga." I just responded to the hug.

I'm so shocked that a girl like her who's been shot with a tons of arrows can still trust and forgive. That's why I fell for her. But, I guess I don't deserve her as much as suga. Thank you for everything syung kee. You will always be my first love. ♡

I'm sorry for hurting you many times. I hope we will have happy ending at the end.

Love is just dangerous at times. But, if you found the right person. It's worth it!

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A/N
What do you think? This is seriously making me cry as well. But, it's not enough. I promise to make it better next chapter guys..

Kamsamnida♡~