addict | lydia martin [au]

6.5

there would probably be alcohol.

there could be kids like her, into drugs, or at least a few stoner kids.

harlow could easily spiral into one of her episodes,

then she would embarrass herself,

then lydia, her one, dare she say, friend, would probably never talk to her again,

and harlow would go back into being a lonely basketcase. she was still a basketcase, but she wasn't that lonely anymore.

she wasn't exactly 'clean,' but she was making some sort of progress, wasn't she? she hasn't gotten blackout in the past few days, that was something, right?

but this party,

well,

it could trigger that.

especially people encouraging her.

"don't fuck this up," she muttered to herself.