We Are Strangers | BOOK 1 | FALEC

11 | Out Of The Window, In For Revenge

11 | Alec

"You fall inlove with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time."

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*unedited

Alec

I knew better than to be suspicious of Luciel. But in this case I'm really wondering who she really is. I mean, does your mother ever stutter your name thinking it starts with a letter 'F'? If I was a mother I wouldn't forget my daughter's name. But I might forget how she looks like. .yup, I'm not a good mother. Luciel's just sitting there, on her bed. Is she actually sad?

I walk towards her stiff body, "Luciel, are you actually sad?" She sniffs and shakes her head, rubbing her eyes.

"I'm just..happy, for my family. They have been getting along since better than ever. I've never seen them in a state like this. I'm just happy." Wow. Is this normal? I'm here sitting near her bed at night, probably recieving a hundred calls from my mother. And a thousand calls from Aly.

"You really are a wonder, Kinz."

Luciel laughs. (fakely it seems) and lays down flat her stomach. She was tired. I guess I was dragging her like a suitcase. She was tired and I needed to leave her alone. She needs rest, give it to her. I close her lampshade and closed the door to her room. Now, how do I get out of here...window. (seemingly big enough to make me fit in it) I opened it very carefully, really careful to where it took me thirty-three minutes to open it. I.DONT.WANT.A.SCENE. That would be so embarrassing.

Then I jump out.

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I wake up. I remember everything that has happened. "Why are you smiling Alec?" Aly mocks me again. I swear she never sleeps. "Something happened yesterday..that I don't want to say." Aly nods, accepting my privacy. She plopped herself down my beanbag. And there was silence, that made me think about things. That made me smile, and want to burst into laughter. Because of Luciel, because I was slowly losing myself in her. That I was slowly accepting Funneh's disappearance.

I needed to get out and have sweet fresh air. And, give Riley what she deserves. She needs to really watch out who she's dealing with. Weak-attention-desperate bitch. I whisper to myself, I know what I'm saying is not right. But pure rage controls what you think and makes your mouth work faster than your mind. I leave my room, "Where are you going?" Aly asks, I tilt my head towards her and grin. "Out in the jungle to get sweet revenge." Aly raises an eyebrow. "I swear, your life is getting interesting everyday. I feel like your in a book, y'know. Because, why does all f*cking interesting stuff happens to you." I laugh.

Taking a bath, I speed out the door with determination to get sweet revenge. I mean, who wouldn't want that? After all, I needed someone to release my anger to. With Luciel..

Of course, I think I'm liking this girl.

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Hey, I know I haven't been updating in a while or so. But let me clear things out, I never wanted to betray you guys. Having you guys read my books and actually like it is like..so surreal. I am not, giving up on this book. I'm going to take a short break and let myself think. I've already planned everything that's going to happen. I think there are going to be 20+ chapters or so.

I don't want myself to expand a story that can only have one ending. I made it short to get a few insights into Alec's thoughts. I don't want to reveal too much. Alec is pretty..agressive sometimes, so you do get time to see him develop his character as a person. He may call Riley a bitch. But, he just does this because of..anger. Like I wrote/typed in this book, anger makes your mouth work faster than your mind.

So do be carefull in how you control anger. You might make mistakes like Alec, it's just because..he's human. Human makes mistakes. I really try to understand a person, a character and form them into unique personalities to make it realistic. But, I think I still haven't achieved that goal. So. This book is PURE practice to get better.

Hahahau, after a long rant..

Bye!