Different ( BTS X Reader )

Chapter 14

A/N: this chapter will mostly be BTS's points of view. So there will only be little of readers points of view or maybe none. Okay! Don't wanna waste your time on this A/N. Let's get to the story!!!

Enjoy!!

Warning!!: sad chapter ahead!!!

Previously on Chapter 13

As Namjoon Hyung finished reading... We all have tears streaming down our face. Hoseok Hyung walk over to me and pull me into a hug.

We've lost her.... We've lost Y/N. We don't know, if we'll ever be able to see her again. But I sure hope... One day we'll able to see her.

-Y/N.... Where are you?-

3rd P.O.V

It was the next day after Y/N's departure. The boys hurriedly went over to the entertainment. Hoping they would find Y/N there. When they reach the entertainment building, they quickly went over to the room where Y/N spends most of her time training. But to no avail... She was no where.

They went to see their manager, to ask him about where Y/N is. Why isn't she in the training room. The news they received broke their heart even more... "Y/N just sent in a retirement letter. She said she needs to do something really important. It's such a shame... She has a real talent as an idol. Lastly she wants me to say to all of you boys. 'I love you guys dearly. Please don't waste your time to look for me. Because no matter what... I'm not coming back. I'm sorry boys. Goodbye... Please for the sake of me and your fans. Please... Fix your broken bond. I don't wanna see or heard you guys fighting. Especially because of me...' that's what she told me to tell you guys" was the news they receive from their manager. There's no trail on where she is. She's really gone.... Leaving all the boys devastated.

After Y/N's departure... None of the boys acts the same anymore. They are not as cheerful as they used to be. No more laugh, no more fun, no more joy. Just sadness and despair. All the smile they have on their face just seem to be forced. Only during performance... They will all  act hyper and cheerful. But when the cameraman turn off of the camera, they all almost like a soulless human. Each of their eyes, no longer held the lights they used to have. Just a dull eyes that keep staring into space. From time to time.... Those eyes will shed tears. Seems like Y/N's existence between them has a huge impact. Then she left... Leaving the boys in a depressed state. Oh... How much they wished to have her back. They'd give anything in a heart beat to have a chance to be able to see her again. Even if it's just a day.... A minute.... Or even a second.

Taehyung P.O.V

Where are you, Y/N-ah? Why would you go and leave us like this? Why do you make us fall for you if you'll just say goodbye in the end? Please come back...

Yoongi P.O.V

Y/N-ah.... Comeback to us.... None of us is the same anymore without your existence. We need you.... Where are you?

Seokjin P.O.V

Y/N.... You're the only one that enjoys cooking with me.... Where are you?? Why'd you leave us... You're so cruel, you know? You make us fall for you, but in the end you left us. Please come back...

Jungkook P.O.V

Y/N-Noona.... Why do you leave? You always said you don't want us to be broken heart when you choose one of us... But, can't you see? This is much more painful than you being with one of us. Love is painful... But goodbye is much more painful

Jimin P.O.V

Y/N.... Without you being there with us... Everything is just seem so wrong. Please tell me this is all just a horrible nightmare. That I'll wake up with you close to me. Y/N-ah... Come back...

Namjoon P.O.V

You're the only one who never mad at me when I accidentally destroy something... Instead of scolding me... You helped me fix my mess. That's one of the many reason I've fallen for you. Why'd you leave us, Y/N-ah? Where are you now? Please come back....

Hoseok P.O.V

You're the only one who would laugh at my joke even if it's sucks. With you being there with us. Make smiling seems like the most natural thing to do.... But now that you're gone... Smiling become the most hard thing to do.... It almost feel like a torture. Y/N-ah.... You're so important to us. We all need you.... Where are you? Please come back to us....

3rd P.O.V

Today is the day of their performance. They all perform a song that resembles how they all felt without Y/N being there with them.

As the boys sing the song "love is not over" they all shed tears. Some of them can't even stand straight. Heavy tears streaming down their face like a waterfall.

As the song over. They begin their interaction with the fans. It became hard to talk... They're all breathing heavily. They wants her back. They needed her back.

It's almost the end of the show. Namjoon as their leader ends their speech. "So as you all know... We have a dear Friend called Y/N or Scarlet as you guys know her. She's a really special person to us. We love her so much. But she's afraid that she'll hurt us.... So she left. But that didn't solve anything..." Namjoon choke on his sob in the middle of his speech.

"Y/N-ah.... If you're watching us right now. I'm begging you... Please comeback to us.... We promise we won't fight anymore... And we will all respect your choice. Who ever you pick we will respect that.... So please... Come back to us" Namjoon said while looking at the camera crying harder. The rest of them just stand there hugging each other.

Little did they know.... Y/N is among the crowd in disguise. And she's crying her eyes out. She didn't know... That her departure has made a huge impact on the boys. She thought by leaving she'd safe them from the broken heart. But now she knows that her departure only hurts them even more... Even more than her choosing one of them. Now... Choice are in her hands. Left them heart broken.... Or come back to them. Choices are in your hands... Y/N.

*to be continued*

A/N: I'm crying while writing this. It's just a coincidence. I didn't relate the story to the song on purpose. I was just writing. Then through out the story I was like "hey!! "Love is not over" suit my story so much. So I'm gonna use it" anyway what do you guys think. Please leave a comment if any of you shed a tears. Bye!!