The Assistant (A Chris Brown Love Story)

Man, I Missed Her

It was cold Monday morning and I

struggled to get my lazy ass out of the bed. Last night I had seen my old buddy  "Chris Brown" at the club.

I know your thinking how do I know him well long story short we grew up  together. He knew I needed a job and he owed me  I got him to offer me the position as his new asisstant.

I was still in hangover mode. My brown curly hair was hot mess, my breath was kicking because of all the liquor I drank, and makeup was smeared all over my white sheets since I hopped right into bed when I got home. I still had on my dress and my heels were at the foot of the bed.

My head was pounding. I slid out of bed onto the floor and crawled into the bathroom. I showered,  brushed my teeth and hair, and then got dressed.

I put on a pink shirt with ruffles, my 4 in. black Prada heels and a pencil skirt with black and white horizontal stripes. Then I applied some makeup.

I grabbed iphone 5s, purse, planbook, and glasses. I hopped into my Furrari and drove to Chris's record label.

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Knock! Knock! Knock! I was literally banging on this nigga's door and he knew damn well he heard me with tbose big as ears of his.

Finally after about an hour of knocking Tyga opened the door and I saw Chris smoking a blunt while listening to his new track. Thanks to Chris I knew alot of people in the industry.

" Hey Cole what's up?" greeted Tyga.

"Nutting jus banging on doors for fun," I sassed back.

"Damn you just as fine as the day saw you last."

"Thanks but I'm here for my job not compliments."

Chris couldn't hear because he had his beats in.

"Oh hey, Coleysia I didn't hear come in. You mind goin' to the store and gettin' me a lighter." Chris is so oblivious to everything.

"Sure, I'll be right back."

I walked across the street got the lighter and threw it to him. I was starving so I went out for an early lunch.

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Christopher Maurice Brown

"Hey Breezy how long it been since you seen Cole?" Tyga asked cautiously.

"Well Tyga I see over at my mom's house sometimes 'cause she hangs with my sister but we haven't had a real convo since highschool. When I saw her last night I realized how much I missed dat bond we had."

"Oh sounds you are a little lovestruck."

"Nah man we were only friends back then but ain't gonna front I had some feelings. But you know a girl like her always had a boyfriend so i never had a chance to make my move."

"Well I'll let you think what you gotta do for shorty I gotta go. Send me the track once Weezy adds his part. Deuces, I'm out."

After he  left I had a chance to think. Did I really want more than a friendship with Coleysia? Did she think of me as more than a friend? My thoughts were interrupted when Coleysia bursted through the door crying.

At first I didn't know what to do. But then I did what any person who wasn't a jerk would do. I opened my arms and she ran over covering her face like she was embarassed.

"What happened, Cole Are you okay?"

"Do I look okay my eyes are watering", she breathed heavily in between her words trying not to cry more. "I went to surprise my boyfriend with lunch and saw with his ex."

She hugged me tight and I could feel her tears wetting my plaid shirt which ironicly comforted me when I was supposed to be comforting her.

"Baby girl I know it hurts now but you'll find love again it may be closer than you think."

Whenever I'm nervous I sing so serenaded her not having a clue of what else to do. She looked up slowly and looked me in the eyes. I wiped the last tear from her eyes touching her smooth caramel skin.

Rocking her back and forth while holding her waist we stared into eachother's eyes.

"Uh... Chris after school I didn't mean to bail on our friendship but we just grew apart. But I let it happen because  I was catching feelings for you and I couldn't betray your sister like that." she sounded like she had a realization.

"You know Cole I really miss these moments of honesty we had. So tell me.... What happened to those feelings cause I had some too and their right here in my heart."

She started to tear up and then kissed me. A rush of energy surged through me. Cole then started to pull away. Was it my breathe or was she just not feeling it? She never spoke until she grabbed her bag and made her way to the door trembling.

"You're a good friend but I can't do this. We can't do this. I guess I'll see you tomorrow. I just gotta go think."

I could hear the regret in her voice she didn't mean it after all she kissed me but she just couldn't bear all of this at one time. The door shut and my heart sank. I missed Coleysia yes I did but did she miss me?