The Assistant (A Chris Brown Love Story)

Telling Him

Cole's POV:

Flashback:

Positive, Positive, Positive was all I could think. Was this pregnancy test really telling that I would be bringing new life into this world? It seems that right when Chris starts to ignore me God wants to drop a child on me. What will my parents say? They always told me to wait till marriage to have kids. As I sit in this bathroom I don't just think about whether I'm ready but the bigger question is: Is Christopher Maurice Brown ready to settle down and start a family with this baby? Will we be able to parent this new life in my belly that I'd be carrying around for nine months? All these questions and no answers. A tear of uncertainty left my eyes as I asked God to help me in my hour of need.

Present:

"Can we talk?" Chris asked me. I immediately looked at him with hope in my eyes that he was no longer mad. I had longed to hear his voice again. His facial expression told me he was sorry and really wanted to talk. Those chocolate, light brown eyes and innocent half smile made me give into his request immediately as he led me outside to the balcony.

The air outside was cool, damp, and fresh. I took a deep breathe looking over our backyard and then turned to Chris to face his dilemma with me. He stared back looking me in the eye.

" Ima just ask and say yes or no. Don't ask questions or make excuses." he said taking my hands into  his. I nodded.

"Are you sleeping with Tyrone?"  I yanked my hands away and I looked at him completely shocked.

"No!" I semi-yelled feeling hurt that he would even ask that. He let out a sigh of relief and I continued to yell ignoring his request  for a one word answer.

"Why would you even ask me that when you know that you have my heart and my virginity? So you were ignoring me over this petty shit? Where would you even get this type of idea," I stumbled over my words and began to feel angry.

"I'm sorry Cole I just saw a picture of ya'll hugging up on each other and I jumped to conclusions. Just calm down, Please," he grabbed my hands again forcing me to look at him. 

"I get it and I know  you been through hell  with girls cheating on you but you know me better than that. I love you, Chris! Can't you see that," I burst into tears and then I got the urge of sickness. I ran in the house to the bathroom.

Chris's POV:

I felt like shit having to sit here and listen to her tell me I was wrong and she cried. Cole barely cries so I knew she was hurt  but then she ran away from me and my heart dropped to my feet. She couldn't even look at me she was so disgusted with my accusations.  I ran after her though I wasn't giving up like this. Instead of leaving the house she ran to the bathroom. Once I caught up with her I caught the scent off throw up. She slammed the door on my face and I heard her drying more as she threw up.

"What the hell happened?" Amber asked coming up behind me. She wasn't on her phone no more so I could tell she was worried. 

"I don't know why she sick but we were talking and she started crying and ran in here throwing up," she shook her head as if she knew something I didn't.

"What's going on, Amber?" she just told me to ask Coleysia myself and walked back in the kitchen.  What the hell is going on I thought to myself?

Amber's POV:

I don't know what them two were talking about but Cole was mad at him. I saw her run past and then a door slammed and I went to see what was up. 

"What the hell happened?" I stammered.

"I don't know why she sick but we were talking and she started crying and ran in here throwing up," she didn't tell him about the baby and it  wasn't my place to say anything. So I left back to the kitchen minding my business.

Cole's POV:

"Open the door please baby," Chris yelled knocking. Little did he realize I never locked it. He jiggled the knob and burst through the door looking worried as hell. 

"What the hell is going on what did you eat yesterday?" he asked semi-yelling. 

"Nothing I'm-" he cut me off.

"Come here," he said. "I'm sorry." I stopped crying and hugged him close while he stroked my hair.

"I'm pregnant," I mumbled.  He pulled away from me and looked surprised. But then he smiled pulling me back to him and rubbing my stomach.

"I love you, Coleysia and I guess we're starting a family of our own now with this bundle of joy baking in you're tummy. I'm truly sorry for my accusations even if it may seem different. If I didn't care about what we had I wouldn't have asked about him. I don't want you to feel as though I don't trust you. Bottomline: Can we just move on I hate seeing you cry?" I looked at him and nodded. Then giving him the most passionate kiss ever I realized that I was really ready to start a family with him. I truly loved Chris and was ready to be his forever. And to think this all started when Keeis told him I was a virgin.