The Vampire & The Werewolf [ImmortalFox]

Chapter 18~

[Eddie's P.O.V]

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I has been three week since Aleks left;I cried myself to sleep everday; I wouldn't even eat, but when the full moon arrived, of course, my wolf would become hungry. Cause when I woke up the next day there would be a wild animal's corpse right in front of me. Of course, I would feed Chef; I'm not that mean to my pup. I'm always seeing Aleks right next to me comforting, and telling me to eat, but when I turn my head,he would fade away. I can't live without him, he's too precious to lose.

My thoughts of losing my one and only, would become terrifying. I cried of how I lost him; I regret it so much. I can't even live with myself; I can't believe I did that to my boyfriend. Was he still my boyfriend?

[Aleks' P.O.V]

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I miss Eddie, I need his comfort, his warmth. Those bags of blood became a waste, I drank all of it to sober my suffering. James and Seamus would offer, but I turn them down; I need to suffer for leaving Eddie alone. I would hear his howl; it sounded as if he was in pain,alone, and sorrowful. When I would hear it I would cry, this is my punishment; I can't live without Eddie. He meant everything to me, I just want to run back, but James and Seamus hold me back.

They said that he deserves to be alone for awhile, I can't even get out of bed, but when I do it only for the bathroom. I would see Seamus and James showing their love, I just walk past them and keep my head low. I went to the bathroom...I can't believe I would do this...

{Warning; Self harm}

I grabbed the razor from the cabinet, that I hid from the guys. I took a deep breath in and dragged the razor on my wrist. Blood flowed out going around my wrist, five cuts for leaving Eddie, five on the other wrist for my suffering. I sat in the tub, so I don't makes a mess, and let the blood flow out. I watched as the blood went through the drain; my eyes began to drop, and passed out.

{Warning: Self harm over}

[James' P.O.V]

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I went to check up on Aleks, but he wasn't in the room...Oh SHIT!... I ran toward the bathroom, when I got there. I opened the door oh thank god he didn't lock the door. I rush over to Aleks, and saw that he had five cuts on each wrist and his blood going down the drain. He was clenching something in his hand, probably the razor. I grabbed it and quickly slit it on my skin. I put my wrist on his mouth, opening it slightly, so my blood could go through. My arm began to shake, Seamus ran in ad saw, "Help me, Sea!" I handed him the razor, and he slit it across his wrist. He put his wrist on Aleks' mouth; Aleks awoken, "WHAT THE FUCK GUYS! Why can't you let me suffer for a bit!?"

"You know Vampires can recover it just takes awhile."

"Why do you want to suffer? You didn't do anything wrong!"

"...I left him alone, James."

"Why don't you just go back then? If you REALLY miss him. We won't stop you this time."

"...I don't know, Seamus."

Seamus sighs, "Keep Aleks alive. I'm going to talk to Eddie."

I noded and cleaned Aleks up and myself. I slung him over my shoulder, and took him to bed.

[Seamus' P.O.V]

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I entered Eddie's apartment,"Eddie, Where are you?"

"I'm in my room!"

I closed the door behind me, and walked toward Eddie's room. Once I entered I saw the one thing that terrifies me. Eddie's lifeless body; skinny to the bone, I shook my head, and walked to the bed, I sat down on the edge. "Eddie..."

"Yes."

I gulped,"Aleks has been suffering without you. He wouldn't even take James' nor my blood..." He started to tear up.

"Th-This morning he...he cut himself."

tears began to roll down his cheek, and he whimpered.

"I-Is he okay?"

"Yes... James cleaned him up."

"Oh good..." he wiped his tears with the back of his hand.

"...Um Eddie, I think you should come pick him up."

"Why I bet he doesn't even want to look at me, After what've I done to him."

"When he hears you howl... he crys. He tells us that is painful to hear you howl like that."

"Really?..."

"I regret of what I've done. This is my fault, I've betrayed him, I lied... I miss him, he was my one and only. I would never lie or cheat on him... but I did, and deserve to die alone."

"Eddie you don't deserve to suffer. He's also suffering as well he looks skinny to the bone, just like you."

"I-I'll think about it."

"Don't think to long I'm afraid he's going to kill himself."

I got up and was about to leave. When he spoke up.

"How do you know about our problems?"

"James told me, but I kept it quiet from the guys, don't worry."

He nods, and I walked out of his apartment. Hopefully he doesn't think to long.

[Eddie's P.O.V]

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It's been a week, and I know Jake is watching me. "Come out, Jake. I know you're there."

He appears in front of me and sat down on the couch. I sighed, "Um Eddie I think you should go get Aleks."

"I don't even know if he want to come back. I just want things to go back to the way it was. I regret lying to him, for having sex with Steven. I've been have too many depressing illusions about him."

"I suggest you go get him now. I've seen you suffer to long. It's time for yuo to apologize to him."

"...I know he want to come home. He's suffering way too much and keeping you two apart is the worst idea. I just want to see you two happy...especially Aleks. you guys were the happiest even though you two were different, you wouldn't let anyone split you guys apart. I don't want you two to break, you're already broken enough."

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You guys are already broken my heart. My heart sank to deep into my stomach. :'C. And to help me write this, A song from A Day To Remember: End of Me. I suggest you listen while you read. I would make you even cry harder.

　

~EmilyBrokenSmile