'It happened again.....I don't even know why I did it.....I wish I could just die already' (Y/N) thought as she stared at the new cuts on her arm. She slowly gets up and goes to the bathroom to clean up. She turns the water on and washes the blood off. After she's finished wrapping her arm up she goes to her bedroom and collapses on the bed almost immediately. She thought about trying to kill herself again even though the past 7 times failed. Getting bored, she watched YouTube till she fell asleep
~~~~~~~~~~~NEXT MORNING~~~~~~~~~
(Y/N) wakes up to a text from her sister.
(S/N): Hey Worthless
(Y/N): What do you want?
(S/N): For you to die
(Y/N): ha ha ha very funny now leave me alone so I can sleep
(S/N): if you aren't at the cafe bye 6:30 a.m. your not getting paid for a month
(Y/N): okay I'll be there
(Y/N) checks the time seeing its 5:50 a.m. She launches herself out of bed and rushes to get ready. Once she's done she grabs her bag and runs to work. When she gets there She changes into her work clothes and goes to her work station. The first few costumers were rude as always but (Y/N) was used to it by now. Everything was the same as always,
(Y/N) serving old snobs their coffee, them saying or doing something snarky, then they leave to go to work or somewhere else. It was practically like a routine to her. (Y/N) was contemplating on whether or not she should end her life that night when someone walked in. He didn't look like the normal costumers. He looked a few years older than (Y/N). He was extremely handsome. He had mint green hair, was wearing a white t-shirt, a leather jacket and black ripped skinny jeans. He looked like an idol. (Y/N) couldn't stop staring at him. He looked so perfect. "Umm...miss are you okay?" He said noticing (Y/N) staring. 'Shit nice going (Y/N) he caught you staring at him. Cant you do anything right you idiot?'(Y/N) thought to herself. " oh uh yes I'm okay. What would you like to order?" (Y/N) said, her face turning red from embarrassment. "Actually I'm here to see (S/N) about the job opening" he said. (S/N) was cleaning tables when she heard Yoongi say her name. She looked up to see Yoongi talking to (Y/N). Hating them talking, (S/N) decided to do something about it. She ran as fast as she could toward (Y/N), ramming into her on 'accident', surprising Yoongi. "Sorry" (S/N) said to (Y/N) while helping her. She didn't mean it. She just wanted to look good Infront of Yoongi. (Y/N) just stared at her. This wasn't the first time (S/N) has tried this. She hates the idea of
(Y/N) talking to people her age. (S/N) wants to make (Y/N)s life miserable and she won't stop till she gets what she wants. (Y/N) dead.
A/N
I know the first chapter was short sorry. This is my first time writing an x reader so sorry if it's bad. I honestly thought it was trash. Tell me what you think in the comments. If anyone reading this book feels this way, you can always message me. Anyway, until next time, Bye~
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I'm not okay....(Yoongi x depressed reader)
Fanfiction(Y/N) is a depressed and miserable 20 year old who lives by herself in a one bedroom apartment. She doesn't have friends or people who care about her. (Y/N) works at a coffee shop her sister owns. (Y/N) sister hates (Y/N) and wants her dead. It was...
