I'm not okay....(Yoongi x depressed reader)

Chapter 4

Yoongi pov

It's 4 in the morning and I cant go back to sleep, which is very unusual for me. I get up from my mess of a bed and walk to the kitchen to get a midnight snack only to see (Y/N) standing in front of the fridge with the door open. She grabs some edible things (I'm hoping) from the fridge and shuts it. She turns around and is startled to see me, standing in the doorway of the kitchen, staring at her with a questioning look. Once she realizes it's me she gives off an awkward laugh and turns to a cabinet. She takes out a pan and sets it on the pretty much brand new stove seeing as I have never touched it once in the entire 4 years I've lived in this apartment. "I was going to surprise you with a homemade American breakfast made by yours truly BUT it's not really a surprise anymore is it?" She said to me in an annoyed and or disappointed tone. "Surprise or not it's still really caring of you to get up and make me breakfast." I reply sincerely. She blushes at my statement and tries to hide her face with her hands. I walk over to her and take her hands away from her face. She looks around trying to avoid eye contact with me until she finally gives up and looks into my eyes. We stare at each other for a few minutes just appreciating and noticing every difference and similarity between us. "you know you truly are beautiful right?" I say subconsciously. "stahp." She says lightly punching my arm. "I'm being serious." I say in response. "whatever." She turns back to the stove and starts cooking her 'homemade American breakfast' as she calls it. I take a seat at the four person dinning table next to the stove and watch (Y/N) cook. she starts to make the pancake batter and asks me if I want chocolate chips in them. "YE- ahem I mean yes please" I say trying to contain my excitement. "Okay then." She responds slightly shocked by how ecstatic I was about chocolate chip pancakes. She starts to softly him as she's making the pancakes and I watch, wondering how she made me feel so calm by doing something so simple. I start to notice the little things she does. Like when she's concentrated on something she'll slightly stick out her tongue or when she's upset she'll pout, making it just barely noticeable. "You good?" She says interrupting my thoughts. "Yeah." I simply reply somewhat still in deep thought.

(Y/N) pov

I look behind me and see Yoongi, who seems to be concentrated and oblivious to everything else on this earth, staring at me. "You good?" I ask with a slight laugh at the end. He breaks his concentration for only a second and reply's "Yeah". "Whatcha thinkin bout?" As soon as I said that he immediately snapped out of his thoughts. "Oh u-um i-i-its nothing important." "Oh come on it has to be something." I say, determined to find out what he was so consentrated on. "um i was just thinking about how.....um" he pauses for a minute and looks around the room. "forks. I was thinking about forks." I look at him with an I-know-your-lying type of face. "Oh really?". In reply, he simply nods his head. "okay then" I say still not convinced.

~Time skip to an hour before the concert~

I rush to the car, dragging yoongi behind me. It would be an 45 minute drive to the venue yet I could already barely contain how excited I was. I hop into the passengers seat and wait for yoongi to start driving. We talked the entire way there. Our conversations ranging from Kool aid people all the way to what our future would be like. We finally get there with about 15 minutes to spare and find our seats. I get up to go find a restroom. I start to walk down the crowded hall when I suddenly get pulled to the side. I feel something hard hit my head and then everything turns black.

Yoongi pov

The concert starts in 5 minutes and I can't find (Y/N). I've searched the entire place over and over again and shes nowhere to be found. I go outside into the parking garage only to see drops of blood on the floor. What I see next scares me even more. (Y/N)'s phone was shattered and thrown on to the floor. Somebody kidnapped her.