I'm just gonna rant

I'm dying. Okay? Okay.

Sorry for any spelling and grammar errors!

(This is gonna be really messy because my mind is jumbled because of everything)

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I WENT TO A JJCC CONCERT LAST NIGHT! YAAAAAAAASSSSSSS

     They are so amazing! They're really good dancers and have very good voices! liKE YOU KNOW THEY DON'T NEED AUTOTUNE! They worked so hard and I was so lucky to be able to go see them and see how hard they had worked.

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     When it was just starting, Jackie Chan had sent a video, and he blew us a kiss and told us that he loved us and it was so sweet!

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     So during the concert when they weren't preforming, they brought out this board. It had a bunch of sticky notes on it with questions from fans. And Zica got a question that asked him to sing (to the girl that asked the question). And so Zica went over to her and asked what songs or artists she liked. She didn't pick a specific person or song and so he said, "I like Sam Smith" and eVERYONE SCREAMED BC SAME! And so he started singing Stay With Me by Sam Smith and I got a video, he was soooo good omg.

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     Nearing the end of the concert they were preforming Fire, and only Yul and Sanchung were on stage, the others had went backstage. (Get ready for caps) AND THEY ENDED UP COMING DOWN TO WHERE EVERYONE WAS! SO EDDY, SIMBA, AND ZICA WERE COMING UP TO FANS AND GRABBING THEIR HANDS AND STUFF LIKE THAT! AND EDDY WAS COMING TO THE SIDE OF THE PLACE THAT I WAS ON AND HE CAME UP TO ME, SMILED AT ME WITH THAT GORGEOUS SMILE OF HIS AND GRABBED MY HAND!

AND ZICA KEPT WALKING AROUND (I really didn't think he was gonna come over to my side because he went in the middle then he went to the right) AND HE FINALLY CAME OVER TO MY SIDE AND HE WAVED A LITTLE AND THEN GRABBED MY HAND AND I SCREAMED "OH MY GOD" I WAS SO LOUD

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     After it was over my mom and I were going to the merch table. And the lady there was talking about the VIP passes thing, then she said something about this pick-a-pose thing. Where you could pick a member to get a picture with, and then pick a pose to do with them. (Or you could pay like $40 to get a picture with all of them) and at first I thought that it was only for the VIPs, because she had changed subjects quickly so I was confused. (Get ready for more caps) bUT WE FIGURED IT OUT AND WE WENT AND PAID FOR ME TO GET A PICTURE WITH ZICA! AND I PICKED A POSE WHERE OUR HANDS WERE TOGETHER (I wanted to be as close to him as possibly tbh😂) LIKE HOW PEOPLE DO WHEN COMPARING HAND SIZES! AND I WAS SO NERVOUS WHEN I WENT UP! I PUT MY HANDS UP TO HIS AND HE SAID HI IN THE CUTEST WAY! AND I KINDA STUTTERED OUT A HI WHICH MADE HIM LAUGH, LIKE NOT IN A RUDE WAY BUT IN A WAY THAT'S LIKE, "aw she's nervous".
AND SOMETHING HAD HAPPENED WITH THE CAMERA SO THE GUY TAKING THE PICTURE HAD TO LOOK AT IT FOR A MINUTE (He took it with a Polaroid camera btw which was lit) AND SO WE HAD TO WAIT AND IT WAS LITERALLY US HOLDING OUR HANDS UP TOGETHER WAITING FOR THE GUY! AND I MOVED MY HANDS UP A BIT WHILE WAITING BC THE WAY I HAD MY HANDS WAS KINDA WEIRD (because when I first put my hands on his, we were looking into each other's eyes, so I wasn't paying attention to my hands) ALSO HIS HANDS WERE WARM AND I WAS FREEZING SO I WANTED WARMTH! AND ZICA SMILED AT ME AND INTERTWINED OUR FINGERS! AND AHH! HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE! AND AFTER THE TOOK THE PICTURE I BOWED AND SAID, "I love you" AND MY MOM TOLD ME THAT WHEN I BOWED (bc I wasn't looking at his face) HE WAS SMILING AT ME! LIKE IN A SHOCKED WAY! (I guess because I had bowed and we're in America and I guess a lot of fans don't bow) AND WHEN I LOOKED BACK UP HE KINDA HESITATED, WHICH SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME! BUT HE BOWED BACK AND TOLD ME HE LOVED ME AND THEN I ASKED FOR A HUG AND HE HUGGED ME AND I GOT MY PICTURE FROM THE GUY THAT TOOK IT AND THEN ME AND MY MOM LEFT!

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     Even though I didn't get to meet any of the others, it was so amazing. I was so happy just to have been able to see them preform live.

All Eddy did was grab my hand but you can tell that they all love their fans. He may have not talked to me or hugged me but he looked me in the eyes and he smiled, kind of like saying, "Hi!I hope you're having so much fun" Or something like that lol😂

I only found them about three weeks ago, but they already are such a big part of my life. (Kpop, and music in general, is such a huge part of my life) Going to a concert to see a group (or one individual artist) really makes you love them more. You get too see their personality in person, rather then just through a screen.

And I know that they'll never see this but..

You guys are so amazing. And already such a big part of my life. And I want to thank you for making such amazing music, and working so hard, and being so kind! Saranghaeyo Dae Hwan, Oh Jongseok, Kim Youngjin, Ha Joonyoung, Kim Chanyul, Choi Hadon, and Mai Heng Li!! 💛💛

Gamsahamnida!!