Chasing Dreams Through A Nightmare

A Blessing Or A Curse?

"I know this going to sound crazy,...but "I believe before were pushed out our mom's cat, we get a fast preview of everything life changing, that's gonna happen in our lives you know"? "I swear thats prolly why I get that Deja-Vu shit alot relo", I even see shit in my dreams, You-Kno.., I was cut off with laughter,"Haha mane shut the fuck up with all that philosophy shit you always talking"!!! "Here hit the blunt again lil bro".
I took the blunt.. It was just a regular day same ole shit, I'd drive over my dawg house we'd always get together and work on music, get throwed, drink a lil bit whenever we could find someone to buy it. Me and Quez been homeboys since elementary, I remember the first time I met his wack ass; he was the shortest nigga in the school light skinned funny ass hell could make a dead man wake up out his casket laughing. Quez was older than me by a year, that nigga was the exact opposite of who I was. Me on the other hand I was quiet, calculated, light skinned brother with wavy hair, handsome, and talented in sports, the smart one ahead of most muthafuckas my age.. hell prolly ahead of muthafuckas older than me. My family they were known, respected, loved, had a big reputation and popularity it seemed everywhere. I would hear people talk about my cousins or uncles, and I was like damn.. How could I ever be like them or have that respect and popularity? I always felt like the black sheep out the family. Those who talked about my cousins didnt even know i was related to them, oh well fuck it, it's probably lame to even try proving it to them. "Aye nigga!!!", Quez yelled tryna get my attention, "past the blunt bitch, got damn nigga, whatcha doing, thinking bout why yo girl dont moan when you fuck her??", He said jokingly. "Damn Quez, but I dont have that problem with yo girl", " I gotta force her to shut the fuck up", I replied back quickly.. "Dammmmn Quez!!!!," "You go let Ren, get you like that??" "Dont come in here with that, I'll get on yo ass too"!!! I replied. It was Quez lil brother Kel, coming in the room laughing.
"Wassup lil bro" i said to Kel laughing while shaking up with him.
I watched Kel grow up he was practically like my lil brother to he always wanted to be around me and Quez. "Let me hit the blunt" Kel said. "Well yo brother been over here acting like a bitch about the blunt with these time limits rushing me", i said to Kel. "Matter fact you was supposed to been pass it"!!!, Witcho bit- My phone rang interrupting me. "Damn lets see who this is calling", as i checked, it was Ms. Jo. I got off the phone with her. "Aight relo,im finna go buss this play keep the blunt my nigga", i said to Quez, (shaking up with him). "Im coming with you", he said before I could leave out. "Ight, hurry up bro, you know how muthafuckas get to acting like they cant wait for shit!!",I said still heading out the door...