When I first came here I was alone
That’s why I felt really desolate
Yes, I’m Big Hit’s number 1 trainee
But I was never really part of any group
From such a young age, alone and stuck
In a room full of people that called themselves members in the group
Before I knew it, time started flowing
People started leaving and coming in
And before I knew it there were only 20 people left
And I was 20 years old and another 4 years passed
The sweat and time passed
We want to receive recognition
I will do anything to succeed
You know what I’m not a founding member*
But I know in my heart that these members have what it takes
To go anywhere and do their best
I’m proud of these guys, they’re like brothers to me
With these guys I dream of becoming a rap star
Listening to the teachers, I worked my ass off
Looks like there isn’t that much time before we debut
I’m so thankful to everyone who helped BANGTAN
During our training time here
For everyone who helped this amazing group and leader develop
On training room 84**, there’s going to be a piece of white paper with the words “BANGTAN”
Just the thought of it makes my heart beat faster
What can I do to make our name legendary and significant?
These are the things I worry about
Looks like I’m a little anxious
But if you look at it like this, I worked so hard to be a rap star
I came here as a naive 16 year old
And I don’t want to lose that dream
It’s what keeps me going
BANGTAN debut time is almost here
I now understand what’s really important to know
It isn’t reality or dreams
It’s what’s inside me, what keeps me going, my motivations and my drive
It’s really not that much longer until our debut
