•stardust

hiraeth

I want to stop feeling lost
I want you to return to my life
I want you to love me like you once did

Whenever I want something I know I wont get, my mind reminds me of something my sister used to tell me. "You can't always get what you want. But, if you try sometimes you'll find what you need".

Maybe I've grown greedy in my lifespan. I always want and want and want.

You were my hiraeth. You never were my home but you made me feel this comfort. You made me feel a comfort in my bones. You made everything feel okay again. You always re-assured me. Made me feel like I could become someone.

If I had more common sense, I wouldn't have ruined everything. I wouldn't be here, left loving someone that should hate me. Maybe you do.

That's just fine.