Were do I start ,week first we meet um it was last year n so we didn't know each other until stuff happen n then he wanted my kik n so he told me was beautiful (he went to my school ,also he was white) n stuff n the sec day I ask him would u be friends with benefits with me n he's was hell yea n ill even be ur bf n crap like dat but we were moving wayy to fast bc I berly new him so um yea I ask do u wanna do it then n he was likke yea n so we started n crap some freaky shit like dat (n no I don't do this un less ur like close close n no I'm not a slut I was just messed up in the brain) so I started catching feelings for him I didn't tell him bci thought he wouldn't date me so one day when I came home from school he said we can't do did any more n I was like y he said bc I like some one omg gosh I wanted cry n so I fake like I was happy for him n tried to get them together bc I'm that type of person where I don't show my weakness to boys so um I stop talking to him n tried to stop liking him but I couldn't until he added me on snap n we talk n stuff n I told him I like him (this is now) he was like it would be weird n crap because we barely would see each other n I was like okay n so couple days later I was bored so I said do u want to play the question game n crap n he was like yes so we started asking questions until he ask me did I know this girl n I said no n I ask y he said bc she's my gf I couldn't do it I cried n cried n I told him I likeded him like wtf so I put ........... he said he was sorry (r u really😒) but then he said I a ask if we could do a three some but she said no (I was thinking wat hell is wrong with u,if ur confused he meant since were all virgins let's all do it together) I couldn't even n the funny part is when I was doing something last thursday for a class n I saw her but he just said it would be wired because he was in a grade higher than me but u going with a. girl in my grade n I told him to be honest with me well obviously he lied so then I tried not to say nuthing n I didnt n so me n my sis had a talk about things n I'm dat type of person when I really in love with u I can't let u go or accept dat I do I just honesty I don't know who I am anymore bc I feel some type of way he makes me feel its hard to make me let go for me its like letting go of ur mom but I'm always struggling to focus when he's on my mind 24\7 I struggle a battle everyday
But days the end of dis love story
