elaine//
A dagger. She had a dagger.
At school.
And I almost kissed her.
What the hell is wrong with me? All she's ever done is curse at me.
Her hair was loose today...
Why the hell do I care?
Her eyes are hazel...
She's a psycho.
I bet her lips are soft.
She's crazy. Dangerous.
I want to see her again.
She's mean! And cruel! And weird!
She punched a guy for me. She's protective. She cares.
Freak!
Hot.
Thug!
Strong willed.
She's gay, and I'm not!
I want to kiss her.
I couldn't care less if she got suspended. She deserves it.
Her lips were so close... She was so close...
She's insane.
Insanely hot.
A knock on my door interrupts my thoughts.
"What!"
The door opens just a crack. "How was school, honey?" My mom asks.
I groan. "Insane."
"Oh. Um. Food's ready." She closes the door as I scream into my pillow. My room at my mom's house doesn't have soundproof walls like my dad's.
I want her.
I drag myself out of my bed and downstairs.
She's so dangerous, and lively, and hot.
I sit down at the table and shovel the mashed potatoes and beef in my mouth.
She's wild. I want to kiss her.
"Uragh, shut up!" I yell. My mom jumps a bit in her chair.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't talking to you, it's just a lot's going on in my head right now and-"
"I-it's okay."
I sigh and continue eating.
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Freshly showered, I sway to songs as I brush my hair. My phone buzzes and I check the number. Unknown. I hesitate to open the text.
YOU ARE READING
lost.
RomanceBilly can't keep her head on straight. She keeps on rambling about this and that, disappearing, coming back, wandering around at night doing god knows what. Elaine has a boring life. Nothing in her life is interesting, everything so ordinary, so no...
