I have been thinking a lot lately about whether or not you will actually be my 'girlfriend' or if you could actually end up, y'know, being a guy.
If you're dating me, you will probably know about me and my past struggles with gender. How it took me so long to realize I would be happy as who I am today and not someone else. I was always concerned about what people would think, and everyone is. We are all just scared of being judged.
Maybe it's taken me a lot to come to a point where I feel like I can openly say I'm a transgender bisexual. Two very controversial things that a lot of people struggle with. I hope you will love me and accept me for who I am, because I will do the same for you. If you've known me for a while, you know I very much struggled between whether or not I could actually like boys when I fancied one of my friends. I thought, hey, everyone has a crush. But it's more than that.
It's okay if a guy makes you go just as crazy as a girl.
I always thought, nah, I like pussy a lot. A whole lot. And breasts. I like the female body. But the more I thought of it I also admire that of a males.
At the end of the day, it's about what makes you happy. Who that person is. Not about whether they have a dick or not.
I know I'm a mess but I promise I will love you forever. To hold you and have you. You'll probably read this and laugh because of how much I might have changed by then.
Thank you for loving me. Whether a guy or girl, I hope you won't be afraid to show you love me in public because of society's negativity. I hope you will stand by me because I will always be a part of the LGTB+ community and I hope you will be too, if not just an ally.
Yours,
Dtd x
