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"Get lost Erik! You made me hate you so much... I hate you!" Natalia said, with great difficulty. Hurt visible in her eyes.
"I'll soon make you love me. Like you always did, you still do.. But I know it's in there...
I was taken aback by what Erik had told me.... How did he know? He wasn't supposed to know all of this
Flashback
"Natalia!!" Erik came yelling into my room as I was trying to put William and Vanessa to sleep
"What is it Erik?? Don't shout, They are asleep" I said trying to make him quite
"Come outside!" he said and shut the door what had happened to him? He was never like this?? I left William and Vanessa in their cribs and went out to find Erik
"Erik?" I asked he looked so angry I was really worried now
"Natalia... Wait wait your name is Speranza, Queen Speranza the ruler of heaven, Queen of Angels! Great!"he said and I was shocked that he knew
Present time
I was shocked by the fact that he knew, he knew who I was...
"Erik how do you..." I asked him
"It's in your blood Natalia!! You are a pure blood angel, the only pure blood angel!!"
"I'm sorry Erik, I hid this from you.." I pleaded him hoping he would not misunderstand me again.
"Natalia because of your past, this mistake could put your and all of our life's in danger" he yelled at me, tears appeared in my eyes,
"So this is all my mistake?!! My parents died its my mistake?!! I exist it's my mistake?!!" I yelled back at him! How can he say this to me?!!!
"Hey, I'm sorry Natalia... Shh....please stop Crying" he said trying to sooth me. The wounds that were made to my heart are long gone now, at least that's what I say to myself. They say time heals wounds, time doesn't heal them. The pain just becomes less. Them one day when you remember it's still there stinging your heart with needles.
"I'm sorry, Erik.. I didn't tell you.... This is all my mistake!!"
************************************** "No Natalia don't leave me!!" Erik said begging me to not leave him
"I'm done with trusting you so many times Erik" I said and left, I had to do this for them, cause they were my world.... He was my world ******************************************
I said running out of the house in tears.... I never thought that I would face such a situation in which my past would bring me into tears, I lived for 27 years, okay basically 17 years since I lost my memory of before that but never in those years I thought that this would happen.... My life would be so complicated never had I ever thought
Now that I think of it , I never thought I would love someone.... I never thought I would have kids.... I never thought that I wasn't human.... This all happened so suddenly that my brain isn't able to process anything.
I ran to an old garden.... The garden where I sowed seeds of hope, the garden where I watered the plants with my tears.... The now trees that grew along with my confusion, sorrows.
I ran inside it, this place had a wierd memory, whenever I came here, I always saw a woman in white gowns and she said 'you can live, be brave Speranza' a few years before I thought why she used to call me Speranza a few months before I thought she always knew the future but now, I know she's my mother.... I don't even remember how it feels to be in her arms to love my mother to have someone to pick you up when you fall... Believe me I don't.
I felt so sad, I felt like falling down and dieing.
"Spera??" said a whisper I looked to my side
No one.
"Spera???" and this time I recognised the voice
"Mom??!" I turned towards my side she was there, he auburn hair in curls... She wore a cream gown with sleeves of golden lace. She Was my real mother the one who had actually gives birth to me
"Mother?!" I asked and I ran towards her as I spread my arms around her even though I knew I couldn't feel her.
"Dear, I'm here to warn you" she said
"She will come"she said
"Who will?" I asked
"you will have to choose between you and them" she said
"Between me and whom?"
"This story does not end here" she said
"What??"
"This story will continue for 26 more years" she said
"Or maybe more than that" she said
"You can not end this story... Its not yours to write" she said
"It's for you to leave... So that she can complete this story I started"
"What are you talking about mother??," I asked her
"Dear,you might not understand anything now but believe me you are just a medium to this story, this story wasn't started by you neither will it be completed by you... You are here to make this story continue till she is born. I do not know why you were chosen for this sad life.... Since you can not be happy in this life I wish you become happy in the next life.... I wish you all the best dear. I love you" she said and vanished
What does she mean by all this? Why did she say I am just a medium to this story?? Why did she say I will not complete this story? Why did she say I'm supposed to continue this story till she is born, who is she?? What does she mean by I can't be happy in this life....
I had so many questions, little did I know that this was supposed to come next??
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Well hey guys!! So basically I knew this chapter was kinda late but believe me I do have a life outside of wattpad.
I feel so sad sometimes I don't even want to exist in this world
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Anyways, only one more chapter before Epilogue as I said only 20 chaps
I can't believe Not Alone is really coming to an end.....
I was feeling so sad while writing this, I know so many confusions right now all questions will be answered in the next chapter which will be out pretty soon, but then again All Alone is about to start I made covers and everything so it'll begin before September anyways luv you and btw guys!! 😘😘
