I want you Again (Jikook smut)

Let me Explain

  Jimin Pov



5 month passed i still cry in my bed every night, i miss my kookie. i miss he call me mochi *sob* i miss his hug, kisses. i miss hid touch *huk* i m-miss e-everything, i-i r-really really miss him * tears fall* i'm here in my bed thinking of him again and again, i hug my pillow and cry right now. my classmate said ' what re you doing to your self ' i don't answer her. i'm so lonely, my love of my life is gone. i still cry in my pillow until i sleep



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i'm walking again to the road full of lonely i try to explain to him but taehyung is interpreting me. taehyung always do that i want to punch him for interpreting me but jungkook and taehyung look so happy, i think jungkook fall to taehyung i want to cry because i see them 3 month ago to the restroom. i'm glad my tears not fall that time but when i'm done to the restroom i went out faster because my tears begin to fall in my eyes



i focus to the road again when i see a familiar boy in the left road, he wear B&W hoodie and earphone his eyes is close bowed his head. i wide my eyes when the boy look at me ' k-kookie ' i mumble he walk faster i run to catch him up and explain everthing ' jungkook ' i shout while running he not look t me he contineu walking. i grab his arm and hug him ' k-k-k-kookie ' i whisper to his ear but he push me



' what do you want ' he said harshly to me ' Let me explain everything ' i says again to him ' why would i ' he said and wear his earphone again but i pull it away ' please, i beg you ' i said and my tears fall again he laugh bitterly ' if you explain everything, you think i forgive you ' he said i look down and cry silent ' you know i love you so much jimin but why are you lie to me that time, *sob* y-you k-kno-ow i do everything. i protect you from my fucking not sibling Yoongi. but you don't tell me *tears fall in his eyes* it's hurt really really hurt, y-y-your b-break m-my h-h-heart in to pieces ' he continued my tears falling like a river i look at him 

i want to touch his face but he held my hand ' don't you dare touch me ' he said in a angry voice and walk away ' baby.. na *sob* chu, kookie. jung *huk* kookie ' i shout top of my lungs but he don't look at me. my knee started to bowed i look at the sky while crying like a baby ' why he don't explain me first, it's hurt my heart too. ' i said and break down 

' Jimin ' someone shout my name ' Jimin, are you okay ' she said i look at her and my tears fall again, she hug me and i hug her back and cry his shoulder ' it's ok, i explain jungkook everything ' she said ' n-noona ' i said in a crack voice ' yeah ' she said ' i-i-it's h-h-hurt ' i said and hug her tighter ' i know ' she said and kiss my head ' let's go home ' she contineud i nodding my head as an answer > i wish this is a bad dream < 

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kissing in the restroom

Don't you dare touch me