CHAPTER 4 (KYO'S POV)
We were lying in the bed watching Hamlet for the English test that was coming up when Taylor asked the question
“Do you like my brother?”
Thankfully, due to years of practice, I managed not to drop the popcorn I had in my hand and not fall out of the bed from pure shock. Instead I glanced in her direction nonchalantly and shrugged
“He’s your brother, of course I like him”
That was a perfectly good answer, as far as Taylor was aware her brother hadn’t attacked me twice and hadn’t messed up my head in such a way that I was in a permanent state of confusion
“Hmm, that’s not what I meant. You’re being vague on purpose”
She paused the film and turned to look at me full on. I sighed and turned to her, looking her dead in the eyes I managed to sound completely convincing as I said
“I’ve never really thought about your brother in any way”
LIE
I was now lying to my best friend all over again. I was most definitely going to hell.
She gave me her ‘I don’t believe a word coming out your mouth’ look but dropped the interrogation after a hard sigh. She turned back to the TV and pressed play. I internally sighed in relief. I really didn’t want to be thinking of Cay right now but that was impossible, after that little scene downstairs I didn’t even want to be in the same house as him but I couldn’t just ditch Taylor, pretending I was totally engrossed in the film I thought back to what he had said
“No, I don’t want to have sex with you. I want to make love to you”
What did that even mean? Weren’t they the same thing? And why for the love of everything holy would he want to have sex with me? Last time I checked he wasn’t gay or even Bi...so why was he so insistent on getting me into his bed?
“I could make you feel things you’ve only dreamed of”
I shivered as his voice washed over me again. When he had said that it had made me wonder, what could he do to me? I had a feeling it would feel good, especially after the last time I had let him touch me, which I was still confused about. Why had I let him get away with that? But when I remembered the feel of his hot mouth wrapped around me I had felt the now familiar stirring in my gut and realised I hadn’t stopped him because it had felt amazing and at that moment I had just wanted more, I don’t know what ‘more’ was but I had wanted it.
Just like when I was downstairs and his lips had moved around my throat, I hadn’t moved because they had felt good, and I hadn’t realised how much of sensitive area my ear was until he had bit it and I was instantly hard. Good god that mans mouth should be illegal.
Was I attracted to him? Did I want to have just that one time with him, even for the curiosity of it? I was a virgin, both with the male and female sexes. I hadn’t had sex with a girl because I had never felt the need to; I just wasn’t wired that way. To be honest I had never really been aroused around anyone so when he had kissed me and I had FELT it I was truly in shock. Now I knew why people loved the act so much...
“Hey Kyo the films finished...”
I flinched when Taylors hand waved in front of my face
“Oh sorry Tay”
She laughed and shook her head
“Away with the fairies again, be sure to give them my regards!”
